✨🌸Who are you becoming?🌸✨
This is a Timeless Pick a Card but you can use this as Who you are becoming in 2025
(Disclaimer: This is a general reading please only take what resonate. For entertainment purposes only)
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Pile 1: The hermit🌤️☀️ Dawn
Dragons Oracle card - 24. Freedom: Breaking the chains
Who are you becoming Pile 1 is more independent.
You are not afraid to be alone anymore, cause you know that you never are. Spirit and your Guardian Angles are alway with you. In the past if you had a hard time spending time by yourself, doing thing on your own, for example, going to a cafe by yourself. You are transforming into someone that wait for nobody. If you want to watch a movie and can't find anyone to go with, you will find that you have no problem doing things on your own anymore.Which make you dangerous cause you really don't need people. Being in solitude used to feel isolating but not anymore. Now, it feels like Freedom. Like you have broken past chains and shackles of expectation and the standard that been put on you either from others or yourself. You have healed your attachment wounds.You are no longer conforming to what's is conventional or normal, you are becoming someone who is/will choose their own path. Going your own way used to feel scary but you are becoming someone who will feel relieved when you finally choose it. You have realise that there is no right or wrong way to go about life and everyone has their own unique path, it is time you focus on yours.
You have break free from a limited mindset, options, or even environment. Now the world seem endless and expansive but also connected to you more than ever. If you used to have social anxiety in public, now you might find yourself being the one striking a conversation with a stranger!
Who you are becoming is more You, as you shed and let go of expectation of others, societies and layers and layers of falsehood in the name of self protection. You don't need the mask anymore cause you know you are safe to be WHO YOU ARE. Now, you are free to do whatever you want, where ever you want to go, without having to consider others. You might have been too considerate in the past regarding your own life, so it is time to balance it out. For example, if you were a person okay with whatever choice your friends chooses, there's no more of that. You now know what you want to experience, in fact, you have alway know what kind of experience you want to have, but in the past you might've been too scare to do it alone or you were waiting for others to go with you. But no more, you are finally not afraid to go on your own. Solo traveling might be your plan in the near future. You are becoming someone who bath and appreciate in your own company, knowing that your own company is enough. Knowing that even if you don't have anyone right now, you will alway have YOU.
Signs: Aquarius, White stag, Watermelon, Yellow birds, White Castle, 99, 24, 69 , Fog, Blue, Bear cub, Germany
Poem: Blue Or Red by @cant-find-my-name Feeling lost but I know I am guided I don't hold the map I followed the Stars The constellation showed me the path Only I can see I choose to go my own way And the journey is lonely and vicious Many times, I've thought to maybe stop And let the conventional normalcy Control me Like everyone else Being different made you a target Everyone chooses blue But I said Red Now they can all see My choice in all it's glory They all went for ordinary But I decided to create my own Fate
Song: When The Darkness Comes by Colbie Caillat
I'll be here waiting Hoping, praying that This light will guide you home When you're feeling lost I'll leave my love Hidden in the sun For when the darkness comes
Now the door is open The world I knew is broken There's no return Now my heart is not scared Just knowing that you're out there Watching me
Aesthetic : Your energy feels like A DAWN but the light has not yet come through. A misty, foggy morning where the view is limited, but now and then the fog lifted and you can see the horizon, the view ahead and it look like hope and anticipation. And it feels like some thing or someone is coming to meet you. Suddenly, appeared out of that fog and materialised in front of your eyes, a silhouette of a person. You hold your breath as you watch the person walked toward you, all around you is silent, you can even hear the dew drop on leaves. Shadow still roam but it feel distance cause not long now, it will be wash out by the light.
It reminds me of a scene where Mr Darcy from Pride and Prejudice, walking through the fog coming to meet Elizabeth, but instead of Mr Darcy, the person walking is who you are becoming, walking towards the you now, walking to meet you, to declare their love and promises to take care of you.
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Pile 2:The Hanged man🌹🥂Skyflower
Dragons Oracle Card - 22. Rebirth: Giving yourself a second chance
Who are you becoming Pile 2 is Surrendering/ Letting go
You realised that it's okay not to have all the answer.You are finally okay with not knowing your next step or where to go. If you were a person who like to plan ahead or have a 5 years plan. Pile 2 you are becoming a person who doesn't have that and is alright with it. Having a plan doesn't mean it's bad, sometime we do need a plan but, I think you want to try something new. To become something or someone you have never been before. Which is living in the present and is okay with the Unknown.
The best decision is made in the present and you are finally in the present enough to make the decision. In the past, you might have made decision for the future and it used to soothed you something to look forward to, for example, booking your next vacation, but lately, it might have feel restricted and binds you and it feels like it does not leave room for you to go with the feeling at the present. When the time of the booking come, you find yourself not in the mood but you have to go cause you booked it. So you are becoming someone who goes with the flow, taking it day by day.Maybe you used to be obsessed with the future,needing to know every details about things you want to do but, you realised it had taken the fun out of the experience and now you lean toward surprises. You want to be surprise by life. You don't even want to be right you want to be taken aback, like in a good way. For example, you don't know where to go for your next vacation yet and instead you want to go with your urges.Throw the dice and see where it will land. The mystery used to scare you but now it's exhilarating.
Maybe in the past or in childhood you might have hold back a lot because of circumstances, saved the best for last kind of type. but you are becoming someone who will eat their most favourited thing on the plate first, maybe even eat dessert before meal because why not?. If the old way haven't work or give you that satisfaction why not try a different way? You are becoming someone who is willing to try a different way. Let go of the old way of doing things, that alway been done before and surrender to the calling of the moment. That quote, the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again but expecting a different result. You realise that if you want different result you have to try a different ways. And you are finally willing to, you have healed your control issues. The outcome does not matter to you, in fact, you don't want to know, you want it to surprises you.
It is not easy to let go and try again but you are becoming some one who is willing to and chance it to see where your whims will lead you. The best story you read is alway the one that you can't predict so the best kind of life is the one where you can't quite predict either. The unknown used to scare you and in the past you have prepared preventative and steps to counter the unexpected, but now?, you are becoming someone who welcome it.
Signs: Pisces, Aries, Sagittarius, Sleeping Beauty, Snowboard, Snow, Firework, Vines of roses, 22, 13, Bird of paradise, The Alps mountain
Poems : Fireworks by @cant-find-my-name And I'm getting up from a hard fall You don't know what it's like to be At the bottom Because you alway stayed in the middle What goes up must come down What's down must shoot up And like Fireworks I'm shooting high There will be Exploding lights A grand finale Of what I'm capable of People will witness My Magnificent They can't miss it or undervalue it As it will shine Glorious like the sun Encompassing everyone
Songs : Spin The Wheel by Arcane and League of Legends
Go spin the wheel and see where it lands Join in the circus, stay for a dance, and Right when the war quiets down, ya strike up the band Keep marching on, my friends And do what you can
Wait 'til your brothers and your sisters, see where you been And if you loved the journey more than the end, go ahead Just turn that hourglass around and count to ten This ain't goodbye no more Nah, it just began
Aesthetic: You feel like unexpected fireworks, in the middle of the night quiet and unassuming. The slient is expected but then BOOM!, Bam!, goes the fires work out of no where. The sound caught you off guard but the light caught your eyes and you cannot look away. Whatever you were doing at that moment, you have to drop it and stared, transfixed on the Blooming of flowers/light in the sky. Your energy is mesmerising to other in a way of unexpectedness. The person watching doesn't want it to end, they want it to go on forever.
But all good things come to an end, you left an Unforgettable impression and people cannot denied the impact you have on their lives. Life changing impact. One moment you're here and the next, you're gone. Like a mirage or a wake up call from the Divines. Life is like going through darkness and then, an explosion of lights, you can't believe your eyes. Your energy is what people been waiting for their whole life, to witness, to feel, to BE. YOU ARE Becoming the Skyflower. The energy that awaken people to be in the moment, where ever they are in life, no one can miss when the fireworks goes off in the sky, but if people move too fast, or not pay enough attention, they might miss you altogether Pile 2. And it’s hard to come across your energy again.
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Pile 3: The Empress🪷🌱 Saviour
Dragons Oracle card -16. Destruction: Releasing Your Anger
Pile 3 who are you becoming is a Saint
Have you ever heard of that quote? You have to go through war in order to get peace. Or when a good man go to war?, or people don't know how much violent it took to be this soft. I'm not sure how it goes but, you are becoming someone people are hesitant to mess with. You have been through a lot Pile 3, my sympathies. People, circumstances, life has put you through a ringer but, who you are becoming is surprisingly not jaded. You are becoming ZEN. 'The Way of Zen' a book by Alans Watt is highly recommended here.
A lot of situation might have tested your patient, tested your demons, tested your self -worth. You might have gone through injustice, heartbreak and inequality, betrayal in someway, a lot actually. To the point of ridiculousness. You might have a victim mentality in the past, why me?, why did it have to alway be me?. You might have thought that you were unlucky as well. But who you are becoming is so beautiful. I'm seeing a lotus flower finally rising from the mud and blooming. You got passed the mud and layers of dirt, now, it is finally time to blossom into who you really are. I feel like who you are becoming is your Justice.
In the past, people might have tested your characters, baited you, tried to rile you up, persuaded you into doing things you will regret because they could not believe that you're this pure, this good. No matter what anyone told you Pile 3, you are pure, innocent and just a good person. All your anger and resentment is justified. Again that quote comes to mind, When good man goes to war, I don't know what the original context is but, in this context of the reading, something must have happened or someone must have done something so irrevocably bad that it got the most peaceful, the most kind person to take action. Which is YOU. I feel like it's not who you are becoming, it's more like, you have already become someone who is friends with their demons, most people are afraid of themselves without even knowing but,You have no fears. You have tamed a wild beast inside you and if someone come along poking your inner beast, they will quickly learn why it is not wise to wake a sleeping dragon.
Your masculine and feminine energy seem quite balance which is rare. You got the empress but you are someone who can be both nurturing but also protective of yourself at the same time. Divine Balance of energy, you can both defence and attack, you can play both roles. Maybe in the past people underestimated you and thought you are too soft, too sweet to hit back or stand up for yourself but not anymore. It's remind me of a character, Mel from Arcane, she is the wolf and the rabbit. You can be the prey and predator depending on the circumstances. You're not the victim of life anymore, you're a Multiplayers avatar. If this situation need a saviour you'll be one, if a villain is needed, you're not afraid to take on that role. If a Saint is called upon, Here you are. You have become a multifacets characters beyond the human limit and now a lot of darkness or energy will think twice before trying something.
It's not that you're becoming a target, it just natural for people to shoot down someone whose powerful. You are becoming someone who is so powerful, but it's not in a way that's obvious, it's in a way that, pardon my french, if you fuck around you'll find out how powerful Pile 3 is.
“Demons run when a good man goes to war Night will fall and drown the sun When a good man goes to war Friendship dies and true love lies Night will fall and the dark will rise When a good man goes to war Demons run, but count the cost The battle's won, but the child is lost”
― Steven Moffat
Signs: Camellia flowers, Lotus, Sun, Stature, Mary, red or purple roses, Griffin, Dragons, Red and orange, 33, 77
Poem : You Are Willing by @cant-find-my-name There's something special about you Do you know the Divine picked you? Your light is so bright Especially when you are surrounded by Darkness Your skin glow Like the gentle sunset kiss Your eyes shined throughout The Infinite knowledge of the universe It's never a hard decision for you To alway choose love You came here to serve You came here to stop the spreading of hate Of reigning illusion You know you have the will To create fate Of the earth and bring it To a higher position You have a God gift power To shift dimension You came to blessed Those who are willing You volunteered to lead The one that is open to heaven
Song : ZEN BY JENNIE
I tell 'em, "Down, now" On that energy, yes I am what you think about me Cross me, please I'ma keep it Z, Zen Presence, bless Money can't buy sixth sense
Aesthetic: You give the vibes of Gods/Goddesses. Something to be admired, worship, prayed to. Not to be cross or even look into your eyes. Bow your head and not accessible to just anyone, only the chosen people can be in your presence.Something sacred. The energy is like a shrine, a stature in the forest, claimed be nature, vines and flowers grown all over it but when you stumbled upon it you cannot helped but admire the beauty of the stature. It's feel ancient, old, and depending on how people appoarch you or the intentions, they either get bless or curse by it.
Picture a scene, a person went hiking but they got lost. it's getting dark and the sun is setting, they are tired and desperate to go home. They have been walking forever and suddenly, they fell down. They are about to give up but something made them look up and when they did, there you are. A lost shrine in the middle of a clearing, the last ray of sun light reflecting on the stature. The hiker couldn't believe their eyes. They got up and decided to pray to this beautiful stature in the middle of no where, and what do you know, they got rescue not long after. That is your vibes Pile 3. You give off saviour vibes when you want to, it's depend on the other person really on how you'll be.
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Pile 4: 7 of Wands💫🏆Winner
Dragons Oracle card -7. Effort: Conquering your demons
Pile 4 who you are becoming is a defender
Defender of your rights, your ideas, your innocence, yourself. If you had a hard time standing up for yourself before, who you are becoming is someone who won't hesitate to speak up and share your opinion. You will speak up when you have something to say,for example, asking more questions at interview. The person you are becoming is someone who ask a lot of questions, another example is, in a classroom if you don't understand something you won't hesitate to ask the teacher to explain again, mainly because you are eager to learn and want to get it correct.
You have no problem exercising your boundary, telling people "you are crossing one of my boundary right now", No means no. And it's not just with other people, it seem you are firm with yourself as well. Maybe in the past you were quite lenient and letting yourself get away with procrastination but not anymore. You will keep yourself accountable. I keep getting inner dialogue with this pile, maybe you do this a lot with yourself. Like giving yourself pep talk when nervous. "you can do this, we said we're going for a run let's go and do this’ keeping to your own promises.
Words of affirmation might be your love language, if not it would be beneficial to you a lot by hyping yourself up everyday in the mirror. Tell yourself you can do this, whatever your goal is. Tell yourself you are beautiful and lovable.Those positive affirmations will help fight the other negative voices. The only voice that you should listen to the most is your own, and your own voice will be full of love, praise and encouragement, not judgment or harshness. Pile 4 you might have internalised what others say to you and mistaken it for your own voice but who you are becoming is more discerning to who you're going to listen to from now on.
However, at the start it will feels like climbing a hill and whenever you're speaking up, your voice might feel like it's getting lost in the wind. But you are also becoming someone who’s not easily backing down. Someone who is persistent. It's like when someone ask you, what you did say?, in the past you might go ,never mind, but now, you have no problem repeating loud and clear about your opinion. You have been working on your throat chakra and it is paying off.
As well you are becoming someone who is perseverance, determined, and not easily giving up.Your tolererance towards achieving your goals is becoming master level. So if you want to learn a new skills or enter a course you have no problem finishing them. Sticking through to them. For example, you downloaded a new editing software and it's something you're never use before, but you want to start creating beautiful video. You are becoming someone whose is determine to learn and master the skills and get the result that you want. it's like you're not settling, you have a vision in mind and you will achieving it no matter what obstacle coming your way.
Unstoppable is the word, it also remind me of the chariot energy. You won't stop until you get the result you're looking for Pile 4. Whatever it is your efforts will pay off. if you haven't seen it, the result will come in the near future 7 weeks. For example, you will get the grade you aim for in a test, your studying will not be in vain. Your videos will turn out like you vision it, those long night watching tutorials videos on how to edit will pay off. I want to reassure you that your efforts will definitely pay off, it’s 2 plus 2 equal 4, straightforward equations, effort equal result. There will be no other variables to offset your result. You will make sure of it. It's giving athlete vibes, preparing to enter a competition. Have you ever heard of a natural born leader Pile 4?. You are a natural born WINNER. You are born to win.
Signs: Red, Red Dragons, Henry, Victoria, nail and hammer, cupid, fire, 777, 77, 17, gold medal, running track, Olympic
Poems : Rightful Seat by @cant-find-my-name It is not the one that the most gifted That win It's the one that fight the hardest The one that never give up You think you are special But you lack consistentcy The secret sauce is Hard work is key Victory is never guarantee Unless you fight until the very end If you think you got it handled From the start Then don't be surprise If you didn't win Cause table can be turned And the throne will not just be given It is a place you need to earn
Songs : Gods by New Jean
(’ey) This is what you came for Blood on the game ball Everybody dropping like rainfall (‘uh’) This is your moment Eyes on the pulpit, kid (I) think Church just opened
And they’re singing your praises la-la-la Screaming your name out la-la-loud One more step, you’re Immortal now, ‘cause
Aesthetic: it's giving a track runner participating in an Olympic vibes. You are so foucs on your goal but you are not naive to the journey cause you have trained yourself for it. In fact, you are confident and excited to put all your preparation, what you trained for, to the test. This time it's not a training session, your energy gives ‘this is the real deal’ vibes. This is a competition where there are winners and losers.
You are crunching down, ready, set, waiting to hear the bang of the gun. The voices of the crowd is muffled, you can only hear your own heart beat so loud, beating in anticipation. You are in position, and Bang!💥 it's go time. Your body shot forward reflectively without thinking cause you had done this a hundred times before. Your head is empty, your eye forward in front of you, you are in the ZONE. You have been running, you ran and you ran and when there's an obstacle in front of you, you jumped over it with no hesitation.
In your peripheral vision, you notice another runner next to you trying to catch up or trying to distract you, but you pay them no mind. The real competition is within yourself.Your breath is becoming quicker, it's getting harder to breathe, but suddenly coming into view is a red tapes in front of you. The sight alone pushes you to use the last of your energy to cross that line, even though for a while the road ahead seems to stretch on forever, never ending. But now you can see the end and victory is yours. From the moment you were born into this earth, you've won.
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