Jul 24, 2015
i have a horrible "nobody can enjoy this but me" attitude esp towards ppl i know irl i know its horrible and i need to work on it but rn i cant help being mad that my friend does anything at all w the maze runner like no dont do that thats my thing not yours
#i hate it so much they cant touch my favourite books or shows or even sports and hobbies#im sort of#possesive?#i see certain things as my thing#and theyre so important to me idk why#and its like#ppl take this thing that means the absolute world to me#but i think like#'they dont have the same amount of passion abt this thing than i do and if they dont have it why even bother w it'#i have this horrible mentality#that if u dont have passion abt a show or movie or hobby or sport#that youre not allowed to even touch it#its bad and shitty and quite friendly problematic as fuck#but im working on it okay#im trying to stop being so possessive over small things#and im trying to get this 'this thing is mine and ur not worth it to enjoy this thing' out of my head
