I mainly speak for myself here, but I probably can speak for a few other of your friends as well when I say: take care of yourself first. Do what YOU need to do. And I am no where near angry with you, nor have I ever been. You are very brave and very strong to be who you are. Any low life to try and tell you to "suck it up" doesn't realize that you've been doing A LOT of it already. You rarely dispel your feelings like that and on such a public format. We love you, dear. You're amazing.
I have always had a lot of problems whenever it comes to my own well being, whether it comes to subjects like getting enough sleep or today’s fun topic of the day of school academics, I really am gonna start trying to pull everything straight. I can’t tell or thank you or Maria or Lindsay or anyone else how grateful I am to be your friend for so long and for nothing to go wrong. I think another problem I have is expressing myself when things go wrong. I just always feel to torn up, just really clingy inside whenever I want to exploit things that have happened. “Oh, what if someone’s having a good day and this ruins it? I don’t want anyone to feel bad. They need good times. Happy times. Happy happy fun land.” and jack like that. I’ve had the issue for years, and even in real life i have such a dreadful time explaining myself because I get so tongue tied, or I don’t know how to word it, or I’m just too overwhelmed and scared to even try.
But now that it’s out, I’m going to try hard and fix everything. I already have an A in US History, and hell, I was gone for a month and more and kept that A while other people who come every single day are having small issues. That’s one thing to be proud of!
I can’t tell you enough how lucky I am to have you and everyone else. How amazing and talented and all the potential you have that I see glimpses of every day sends me in awe. You all have my love. All of it. And that is never going to change.