#postler

[wearebeautifulwearedoomed2008]

i want to be comforted and taken care of and reassured and held and have my pain acknowledged vs the fact that wanting that is a sign of true evil in my soul and that my pain is illegitimate + also get over it + in the real world people don’t coddle others because they’re upset or sad + you’re overreacting + you don’t deserve it

[trawl]

im actually deeply depressed and its sort of harrowing and every moment is sort of torture and misery and a complete inability to connect with even the idea of pleasureeeee which sucks but like who cares actually. there are other people in the world with problems *said spitefully, with an undercurrent of contempt for all other living beings on earth*

[batmanego]

sort of a critical mistake just happened where i nearly referred to jeff the killer as "jfk"

[crazypotatofan]

Let's gooo! I finished the drawing!!!

Their height is totally OK! Let's just pretend the onceler is sitting on some chair and she's standing next to him.........

Post-ler belongs to lovely @ampreh !

[wearebeautifulwearedoomed2008]

when we lay on our stomachs our head pounds so severely that it cuts out our hearing with every heartbeat so that’s probably something for the doctor

[wearebeautifulwearedoomed2008]

practicing being nice and kind by smiling with all my teeth. Friendly.

[trawl]

its actually embarrassing af (for me) to say i have major depressive disorder because its like who doesnt in this day and age. and then i remember theres actually a lot of people who dont walk through life the emotional equivalent of walking corpses and im like ohhhhhhh haha

[trawl]

i dont think pleasure is immoral anymore im just devoid of it because i have a wicked torture loving soul