#posts de egao

[yuugo]

honestly i’m so inactive here it’s not even funny

more so usually i’m either on twitter or discord more so i dont check tumblr as much anymore...

but if you wanna reach me you can add me on discord! just msg me and i’ll send you my info

[masayayuzuki]

[yuugo]

holy shit i just noticed that my about still said i’m 19 even tho i turned 20 last month lmao 

goes to show how little i keep up w tumblr nowadays...

[yuugo]

DISCORD!!! PLEASE COME BACK

[yuugo]

i see everyone’s posts like “i’m so happy i love my s/o” or “i’m so lucky to be dating this person” and i’m just kinda sitting here like

tfw no gf

[yuugo]

Inquisitor Asala Adaar

decided to start a new playthrough except with the same character (again) (except this time with different hair)

[yuugo]

i'm sure i'm just imagining things or maybe i'm just desperate for attention or just disillusioned or whatever you want to call me but i 

everyone has been ignoring me lately and i've grown even more and more apathetic to everything as a result and i hate it because i'm an emotional mess and i feel like it's taking all of my strength to stay alive at this point 

i wish i could pass a day without feeling like i have to lock myself in my room and cry and feel even worse than when i started out 

i get it. everyone has lives. some of us have grown apart. that's just how life is sometimes 

but they all have new friends while i'm wallowing in my own despair and self pity and clinging onto friends that don't see me as a friend anymore and 

i just can't do this anymore 

i get it! it's my own fault for not being able to make new friends! but i just. i just. i'm crying over something so stupid as this and i'm sorry 

some days i just want to throw myself down a flight of stairs and end my suffering. just end it right there. 

i just want someone to care about me and hold me and tell me they care and that i shouldn't do any of these things but even that's hard to come by now 

and while i try my best to cheer my friends up i don't get the same treatment in return 

 i'm so tired

 i just want the world to stop

[yuugo]

url: shiunins >>> yuugo

a last post to remind, because i’m taking it off of my description now