#potatomohado

[ditttiii]

So today I'd waken up thinking about organizing my life and put all the ff I have to read in a Word so I can see clearly how many I have left... I started, I finished almost 4 pages of Word and I said to myself, let's get a break and read something I have here. Guess what I've been doing this past 30 minutes.... I've been saving more fics to read and now I feel like the biggest clown on Earth :D

clowns you & I. i m reading anime fics, dats d level of clown-ness i have achieved. idek when i last read a BTS fic that i didn’t beta for, or wasn’t my own 🤡 but also if you find a fic u really like, recc it to me kay? i don’t understand how to navigate tumblr so i usually rely on Ao3 & i desperately need someone to recc me fics here. & aah, thinking of doing something, but then getting side tracked? if dat ain’t my entire life story there idek what is 😂. Like the other day i had to distance myself from my laptop (forcefully) bcoz i was tempted to start writing a multi chaptered anime fic. i have like a trillion BTS wips. fml 😂 i m right there with you on d clown train love 💕

[ditttiii]

IM SUPER DUPER EXCITED FOR TOMORROW BECAUSE... *Drum sounds* IT'S OCTOBER!!! My only fav month of the year and also that means that... IT'S SPOOKY TIME!!! 👻👻

AYEEEE!! HALLOWEEN!!! TRICK OR TREAT BISHESS  👻👻 lmao, I am glad to see you hyped and happy!! we don’t really have the same kind of Halloween craze but the parties are funn (which bcoz of covid probs won’t happen so *sweat drops*) oh well Halloween is still hella fun anyway~ i like how everything just has a theme this month. from places, to everyone’s social media, it’s just FUN ✨ me likeyss it too 😍 and HELL YEAH TO SPOOKY TIMEEEE 💀💀💀💀

[ditttiii]

Yeah... I think I've finished reading all I had to!!! I'm a happy potato now😊😊😊 aaaaand I'm doing great!!! I'm mentally preparing myself for a new academic year (;-;) and also I'm studying to get my driver's license which is harder than I thought... I don't have any motivation to get it 🤡🤡 How u doing?? I've spent like an hour to see what was new in your blog and wow... I really like your new theme!! It's beautiful 😍😍😍 and your followers are so cute 🥰🥰 I want to hug all of them 🥺🥺

EVERYBODY MEET MY CLOWNIE! SHE’S LIKE UBER OG & HONEST TO GOD I DON’T DESERVE HER. you cutie, i m so soft for you don’t even get me started. haha cutie patootie? hmm i like clownie more, wbu? nd oooo good luck clownie! i m always rooting for you, u r gonna do well ❤ (don’t stress over it too much tho) and aah! Drivers license!! yeah learning all the rules and shizz the first time round is..annoying lol. But being able to drive is totalllyyyy worthhh it 🤡 just push through lol. & I m same ol’ messy, still waiting to go on a hiatus🙃 an hour? awh 🥺 the sec i saw ur notif i was like, yepp i m gonna be bombarded with love now (& i was not wrong, i ll reply to everythinggg soon) AND YOU DO!? YAY!! i mean it’s more my aesthetic than the older theme? so i m hella happy with it lol. also ikr? they are adorable, always grateful for all of you 😭 squeeze me in the hug pile kay? iluuuuyouuu clownie 💕😘🤡

[jiminstonic]

OMG!! “In the hill” looks really interesting !! I can’t wait to read it because if it is going to be like “apothic” it means that is going to be A-M-A-Z-I-N-G !! Can you spoil us something about it?? Like a line of what you have?? Just for scientific purposes 👀

thank u so much!! On The Hill is still very much a work in progress, not anywhere near finished as i’d like it to be. but this one is definitely a yandere type story.

since i’ve been excited abt it while also barely getting anywhere with the story, here’s a little paragraph from the draft~

“This way.” Jungkook grabs your hand once again and pulls you further into the unknown town. Your mind is still reeling from the surprise cliff, the thick fog only further muddling your thoughts. With a tug, Jungkook has you walking so close that you can feel his body heat. “Stay close to me, alright? Just in case anything happens.”

i know it’s just barely anything, but the full teaser is in my drafts and ready to be posted at any time, so it’s definitely coming sooner or later <33

[jiminstonic]

WAAAAAAAAAA APOTHIC’S TEASER LOOKS AMAZING!!! If the teaser is only 400 words and I’m hyped I can’t imaging the whole work!! can’t wait to read it!!!!

AAAA THANK YOU SO MUCHH THIS REALLY MEANS A LOT <333333 i barely had any type of hope with it when it was in my drafts, so waking up to this already made my entire day!!

it’s currently at 3.1k words (even tho it feels like i wrote way more than that) and i honestly have no idea what the finished wc might be, but i’m definitely excited to finish it and get it posted for everyone that’s waiting to read it!!!

[ditttiii]

I was sending asks to some authors here but then I thought... Don't you feel pressure when a lot of people are starting to like your work? Like... You update something and in a few minutes you have a lot of people is waiting for the next one... Don't you feel pressured to do it better and sooner?

I can’t say for ever author but me? Yeah I definitely feel the pressure lol. I understand why authors say that they don’t want readers to say that they are “waiting for the next update” or some variation of that because it makes writing feel like a chore sometimes. Instead of working because of inspiration now you’re writing to please other people and sometimes that ends up killing your inspiration (like it has killed mine) and well getting back to writing after that is...tough. I am still figuring out things for myself but yeah I do feel the pressure and am still learning on how to deal with it. However, the fact that there are  people out there reading my stories and actually being invested in them enough to ask for updates? well in some ways it’s flattering too. 

I think at the end of the day it really just all depends on me and how I decide to take the feedback and demand 🤷‍♀️

[ditttiii]

I really like how and the way you answer every question people send you... That's way I think about you when I have them xD

Hahah, I am glad to hear that you do! makes me happy 😋 Andd I am a curious person by nature, so I always have a lot of questions that I never ask anyone because I am always terrified of being a nuisance 😬 plus I love talking to you guys so it’s never an effort or something that tires or bores me 😊 it’s all very “organic” (look at me be a fancy schmanzy) 😂.

[ditttiii]

Anyway!! I read almost every comment here and it's really beautiful how much you like writing and it shows in the way of writing, you talk about it and how you care about you followers. You surely have a big heart 🥰

I love writing, I think it might be the only thing that requires energy that I enjoy lol. But jokes aside, this means so much to me!! I know for a fact I wouldn’t write as much as I do, if I didn’t have the kinda support system I currently do. Every single ask, comment, tag..it just, it means a lot to me. I write because I want to enjoy the stories in my head with other people and so when someone talks to me about them? well there isn’t a lot more that can make as happy ♡ you darling have a big ♡, you have all of my heart really. Thanks for being here and reading my stories and just always being this beacon of sunshine, happiness and support. I love you so so so much clownie!   ♡  ♡  ♡  ♡