Jan 8, 2020
I just want to curl up in a ball and cry until I dissapear
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I just want to curl up in a ball and cry until I dissapear
I hate you, you make me feel so happy, and cute, and wanted and loved
Definitely something inside me is broken
But thb do I really want to do this or am I just bored..
I have realized i have a horrible smile, probably a sign i don't deserve to be happy after all
I was doing sooo good, what happened? How can I stop it if I don’t know what’s the trigger? Just make it stop
And he keeps playing the same games and I continue to play with him when I should know by now, I’m the only one who has something to lose here
OMG I´M SO FUCKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW, WHat right does anyone thinks the have in order to stalk every conversation I have with my own family, I’m free to tell and think whatever I want,I’m not free to tell YOU whattever I think and feel because you would feel your world collapsing and would try to hold it back together once again by blackmailing and I freaking heated that side of you but it showed me that not even your father will accept their mistakes and will alway try tou hold me responsible for everything that goes wrong, thank you for helping me build this walls stronger and stop trusting people