Went to sleep at around 1am today. More than ever I felt the spirit of the Lord, and he was closer than ever. I was at the apple store and the guy tells me that no matter how pretty a house is on the outside, if the inside is rioting then the foundation is bound to fall. All the bad energy at work has been eating at my spirit. I was becoming someone I was disappointed in. I was losing site of my purpose, Gods plan for me. I was trying to find the answer in all the wrong people and things. I was scared of the person I was becoming but more afraid of the great person I could be. As I went to sleep uneasy I tried to dream of good things, things I had desired. I started arguing with my employers silently cheering myself on as I was “giving them a piece of my mind”. Not realizing the true battle was not with the flesh but a spiritual battle. Spiritual warfare. The dream shifted to a nun who was willing to pray for me. When I agreed she laid hands on me and she turned into evil demon. I was paralyzed, slowly I felt my soul being drained from my body. I was about to die. And then I remembered some of the messages we have been studying from the word. This whole time I have been seeking people and things to help me get closer to God, and by doing this I put my life and my soul at risk. I knew in that moment that I made a horrible mistake, by allowing anything or anyone one access to grab hold of my spirit. The whole time God was there waiting for me to finally see he has always been in me. I always had the power and the direct line to him. I watched the demon as he tried to denigrate my spirit, I began to pray and repeated saying “I rebuke you in the name of Jesus”, even after I woke up. For hours I chanted. I took back my life, I fought for my sanity, my happiness, and most importantly my promise. I am so blessed and humbled by this experience. Thank you Jesus. I love you father! There is so much I can and will do now. Glory to the Lord Jesus Christ!!!