Good morning. Last night was crazy but today is a new day. Trying to have a positive day wash the ick of Friday off . We slept most of the day. She missed her dance class yesterday but next week hopefully everything will go smooth so she can go.And today me and my daughter were planning to go to pride later on today . I'm sorry but after yesterday we just wanna have a good day with the legendary children. Just wanted to know if anyone had a couple dollars for us to get something to eat while we are out there and some more sunscreen for my daughter.
$70 for some essentials for pride later on today for me and my daughter
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She asked me for food again so I said ok time to go home now I folded up my chair and she asked why I said so u can eat something. She asked why she could get a hot dog I said I don't have the money and she said she hates me and wanted me to die and we can't do nothing fun all we do is be in the stupid house . And she's mad now. Nothing I can do yeah it hurts to hear her tell me she hates me and wants me to die but I can't let her starve cause she's having fun . That's the end of the good day I guess 😔...
She went up to someone to ask for food and told them in too poor to feed her smh . This shit is getting out of hand. Now she's refusing to walk and she's just sitting in someone's stoop smh oh God . So now I'm just sitting here while she goes through her tantrum I guess.....
She went up to someone to ask for food and told them in too poor to feed her smh . This shit is getting out of hand. Now she's refusing to walk and she's just sitting in someone's stoop smh oh God . So now I'm just sitting here while she goes through her tantrum I guess.....
I just spent 10 minutes arguing with a stranger cause they think I'm starving her and threatened to go get the police apparently in a piece of shit mother according to them and told her to come with them and I had to stop her from going with them .... This shit is getting embarrassing oh God . Some people got him out of my face and now she sitting back on the stoop and still refused to walk to so we can go home and she can eat . Like I know u wanna stay but we can't I have no money and I'm trying to feed you but ur being stubborn and want to stay here and eat but I can't afford to do that . Like I'm tried to give you a good day ok so now ur hungry let's go home. Either we stay here and u don't eat or we leave so u can't eat I'm sorry I'm too poor to do both. I can't lose to win..... Like I get it youre a kid so u don't understand I get it I get that u see the other kids that are here eating and everything I get that I want that too but I can't do that right now so I'm tried to compromise with you we had an outing I tried to get help to feed you so we could stay but I didn't get any help so we gotta go home now but she's not understanding that she just sees the other families eating and stuff and not being able to do that and getting mad about it .....
I'm out here arguing with people cause she saying she's starving and they are cursing me out and threatening me Jesus Christ and I can't leave cause she refuses to get up .... Oh boy she I just gotta hope no one wants to be violent with me cause I have no choice but to take the verbal attacks from random people
The aids has me weak as hell after the 1st person I'm just staring off into space cause I don't have the energy to scream at everyone who's screaming at me ..... And it's making them madder cause Im not saying anything. I'm too sick to go back forth with anyone else .....
Now I have a phone in my face they are posting me on their social media calling me a deadbeat mom now ..... I just have my head down typing.
Wow someone just threw something on me while they were talking by and called me a bitch and high fives these guys and gave her a slice of pizza . It was piss cause I smell it all over me now
I'm scared these people have been on live lying on me and saying I'm starving my kid and I had to delete my old Facebook cause I got over a hundred messages in less then 30 minutes and I'm scared that someone might dox me or hurt me on public transportation cause someone just threw some shit on me from what they posted. I need to a cab back home asap I don't know what else is gonna happen I wanna grab her and the fuck out of her I don't know who else that on their live or wherever they posted it would do something worse to me of follow on pubic transportation . For my safety can I please get a can home
$60 to get home I was just assaulted out here and I don't know who else will hurt me
The girl punched me in my eye and my mouth and spit on me and they just walked off . Now my daughter wants to go home cause now she's scared. Now I have one eye shut and a busted bleeding lip . Can I please go home I don't know what else I have to go through in literally bloody and bruised and can only see out of one eyes
She's gonna come back to do more damage one of her friends just came up to me and said that
I'm in the cab now I'm 30 short to get home
10 minutes til I get there
Could i get some help getting some gauze , an ice pack , alcohol , more bandages for my head didn't know I had that gash and some extra strength pain killers cause the ones I got ain't helping and in bleeding in the back of head I didn't even know that so I need to clean that and cover that up I used the last of what I had left when I got home but I'm bleeding out a bit more then I thought I was going to I bleed all over my pillow so I have to change my bandages and clean them up . All I have left is my Neosporin
It isn't safe for me to have my blood just dripping everywhere my daughter is here and she can't be exposed to my blood and it also leaves me open to infection
$30 for more aid supplies the store closes at 2am
I have 30 minutes before the store closes
I gave 25 minutes to get 3 blocks to the store I don't just leave my wounds open and bleed everywhere
I got 10 minutes before they close 😕
I was able to get the bottle of pain killers and some alcohol. I still need gauze and ice pack and bandages in the morning
$15/$30
Me and my daughter are in the backroom quietly eating trying not to make a lot of noise 3 fucking times people showed up 2 times they tried to get in. I don't want the 3rd time they actually make it in with us here. I need to get the fuck out of here. I don't know what their intentions are and I don't wanna find out plz God plz we need 90 bucks more I can run to a cab and get a room and then take it from there plz . I don't wanna die over some internet bullshit
I have been trying to leave for 9 hours. In that time people have tried to break into my house the cops came 3 times and someone left shit on my door. I'm fucking begging for help for us to get out of here my daughter is jumping at any slight noise and to be honest so am I. Im moving around my house in complete silence cause I don't want anyone to know I'm in here. I'm fucking terrified and I wanna leave !!!!!
Please someone care enough to see us not hurt or worse please Jesus please someone please have a heart and want a mother and daughter get out of harms way please . The world can not be this cold and evil please man
It's almost 12 hours I've begged for a way out and each time they come back it's worse . I'm just gonna hold my baby and cry with her and wait to see our fate . She tired . I'm tired. The world left us here to die
If they do come back and get in this time to hurt us I want it to be known that I reached out in every avenue I could for help . The world turned their backs on us . So I didn't just give up I fought for us for as long as I could . We been though way to much at least if this will be it we don't be alone. The cruel thing is that we might meet our demise over $90 we're not even worth that.
I have literal Nazis trying to fucking harm me and my child bro like plz help me I'm begging to get the fuck out of here every time they come back they make more of a dent in the door . I don't wanna fucking die plz Jesus what the hell dobi have to go through to get help I'm literally about to die
Some. Fucking body please I don't me want me and my kid to have to deal with these fucking Nazi fucks again. It sees like the world is ok with Nazis harming me and my child. Like omg why is every one ok with 2 black people being harmed by Nazis . My child is laying in her piss . We are both severely traumatized. Like please Jesus someone have some humanity to help us get to safety plz !!!!!!
