#princessbaby

[nasikasakura]

I tried to see exactly how small I can make my work with my usual materials and plain eyes. This is approximately 2.5 inches in width and height. The body looks fine but the face... Probably best to not scale down so small! haha 

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[princessbaby002]

If someone could just tell me what the right thing is. I dont want everything to feel this way anymore. No matter if it's the right decision or the wrong one, everything still always feels off. Maybe the problem is me? Maybe I just dont know how to be content.

[princessbaby002]

Some things are better just how they are how they've always been.

[princessbaby002]

[princessbaby002]

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[princessbaby002]

I can see it on my face —

the lines, the ones that are proof of a long life.

It all feels so wasted,

time slipping through my fingers,

ticking by so quickly,

never slowing,

never giving me a chance

to breathe, to feel,

to simply be in the moment.

I’m constantly running in circles,

day after day,

like if I slow down

the world will crumble beneath me

and everything will crash into the ground.

I don’t want to live like this anymore.

I’m tired of the rush,

of the endless motion.

I feel nauseous —

as if my life is one long rollercoaster

I can’t get off.

Maybe one day

someone will push that red button

and finally stop the ride.

Maybe one day

I’ll no longer have to

just survive.

-am

[princessbaby002]

A new experience today,

A new feeling—watching the old one slip away.

I try to grab hold, to keep it close,

God, I really don’t want to let go.

It slips, it falls, it breaks—

And tears start streaming down my face.

I fucking miss you.

Why did we have to go?

I’m not alone,

But sometimes…

I just want to come home.

-am

[princessbaby002]

I'm going to the fair today, like I do every year.

You usually drive, and I sit passenger as we make our way — music loud for everyone to hear.

I'm walking by the flower fields today, the ones we picked together.

Sunflowers glowing with a beautiful yellow, like the sun in this blazing hot weather.

Oh, I forgot to bring my water today — the one you always remembered to grab.

You always were prepared, because I would forget things so bad.

I'm walking to the café today, the one that's my favorite.

You always got a milkshake, and we'd converse about my outfit.

Every place that gives me joy is a memory with you.

There are days I get so lost, I don't know what to do.

All it takes is one phone call — but that's not fair to do.

I wish, I wish it could have been you.

I know that these feelings are just a normal part of letting go,

But I am at the fair today, and my stomach is dropping low —

Not from the ride, though.

— am