okay but like... i know some people hc amir as transfem, and i see it and it makes complete sense given some of the things he says, but i also love imagining him as transmasc. like, rhrhrgnh specifically imagining him before he transitioned. imagining the way he might have been a shy, quiet, nerdy girl in the past. if i could just be there, personally, to see to it that he was forcemasc'd.... hhooh boy. watching him go from quiet to louder, taking up more space. watching that skinny frame of his slowly get wider and bulkier with every week, with every tshot. i imagine after he becomes a protoframe, the techrot just takes over and starts making t for him without needing shots, because the techrot knows what he wants, knows what he needs. i need to see his confidence shoot through the roof because he just strikes me very much as someone who used to be way more awkward and shy but grew into himself. i wanna see his brain kick down a few gears while i make him do pushups
