Aug 19, 2014
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I wish I understood myself better. nearly all the time I identify as a straight guy, and I'm fine with that.
occasionally, though, I think that, despite how horrible the world is for people who aren't straight and/or guys, I'd have preferred to have been born a lesbian woman.
and it bothers me that I'm not sure if this is how I feel because I genuinely would prefer to be a lesbian woman, or if it's just me unconsciously being an insensitive ass in some way, because a) I HATE even thinking I may have been an insensitive ass in some way, because I hate making people mad and will actually get super depressed (sometimes to the point that I can't function for a while) if I even think I did, regardless of whether I did or not, and b) given how completely fine I am with being what I was born as most of the time, I'm not sure what it says that more and more of my dreams/daydreams/etc at some point involve me magically being turned into a woman.