It makes me so happy when i’m home alone, with non of my family members her. Sadly enough i feel at peace, I can do things without having someone over my shoulder constantly judging what i’m doing. I know sometimes that’s what family does, but every since i full came out to my parents i have this black cloud over me because my mom may never accept me, but i also have never felt so happy before. This is probably one battle i may face for the rest of my life because she is my mother and yet i feel myself having this cold heart towards them. I need to learn how to put my heart, my dreams and feelings before theirs even if it hurts. Even if i fall flat on my face, i’ll learn and i’m strong. I think. i hope. maybe.













