❣️ / you obviously know this is rem
❣️ for a kiss that conveys an emotion
He doesn’t give a fuck about Louisiana but he asks Remi questions about it so that he sounds interested. This is the fakest that Crow has ever acted — this including the unbearable moments when he must act like an upstanding citizen with a less-than-standing used car dealership. He stops midway in between asking a question about the Louisiana swamps before he drops the bullshit "—ah, fuck it ! I don't care about your fucking state, Remi. I just fucking like you and I know that when people start to like each other they ask each other stupid fucking questions & I'm trying not to scare you the fuck off because I'm not those fucking people. I sell guns to kill those fucking people—" a lump in his throat interrupts him. Crow feels as if he has blown it. He has blown his one chance at a relationship. He has had other situations before that could have formed into relationships, but they required him to change who he was. Yet here was Remi, and it seemed that for all of ten minutes he was willing to actually attempt to do so — to be something he was not. The respected weapons trafficker's hands shook vulnerably as they reached out for Remi's face, as if checking to see that the other was not an illusion — that Crow's true personality hadn't scared the other to storm out. "S-shut up." he barked with the fragility reminiscent of a teenage James Crowe before Remi could pass out a trademark witty remark and demolish what was left of the remaining confidence he had. Crow's lips brushed against the others and then pulled away — his expressions looking almost pained as he did so — before slamming his mouth back onto the others with such a possesive force, "Fuck Louisiana," was the first remark made by him as soon as they both let up for air.










