I added him back and begged for forgiveness
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I added him back and begged for forgiveness
Is Tommy happy in his little cellar today?
Tommy is feeling lonely today, and it's starting to get to him. It happens every once in a while. It was terrible for the first year, until he adjusted somewhat to the isolation. The "freak outs", as Caius called them, got fewer and further in between. Tommy is resilient, he's learned to adapt. Caius didn't give him any other choice.
The blues are hitting him hard today, and he needed to take a little time to cry and feel sorry for himself. He laid in bed and wrapped his arms around himself and took slow, deep breaths until it passed. He thought of a few ways he might convince Caius to stay with him a little longer for his dinner tonight, so they could spend some time together.
It's still hard, but it makes him feel better when he can get a little quality time in with him. If he plays his cards right, Caius will let him out of his room tomorrow to let him clean. It's nice to go upstairs and get some daylight through the windows and a change of scenery from his cellar walls. The chores will keep him busy, and he feels proud when he does a good job.
He grabs a purple crayon - his favorite color - to scribble down a list of good things to think about instead. There's a bunch of Psych episodes scheduled to play on channel 56 this upcoming weekend. Caius will need his nails done again soon, so he'll probably get some time in Caius's room while he gives him his manicure. Tommy's pretty proud of how good he's gotten at french tips. When he finishes, Caius looks at his nails, and looks at Tommy, and smiles at him, and it's nice.
Tonight, he throws a concert. With his headphones on and his eyes closed, he can picture the crowd at the old Maidstone. The place is a little small, a little hot, a little sticky, but the energy of the people who come to shows there is amazing. He's on that stage, he's singing to that crowd, they're loving him, he's loving them back, there's so much love in the room. He dances, he sweats, he sings his heart out, whispering into his imaginary microphone.
I do my little lonely dance Performing for my only fan 'Cause it's my kind of party My room is where my heart is
I do my little lonely dance I don't need you to understand And there's no way I'm stoppin' It's like nobody's watching As I do my little lonely dance
Moonlight
A part of the Professional//Victim series
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“Hey.”
Tommy blinked blearily awake to being shaken.
“Wake up.”
Mona Lissa Chanda presents: Professional Victim
A celebration of healthy, with the unique voice of Mona Lissa Chanda.
Mona Lissa’s latest song and video, 'Professional Victim', released on January 31, 2025, is a celebration of healthy boundary-setting with a catchy Motown groove. It is the lead single from her first full-length album, Queen Of Games, scheduled for a spring release. 'Professional Victim' is not a song for the faint at heart, but rather it is for those with a big heart who give selflessly to others. While that’s a great quality to have, it is important to realize when you have given too much for too long, to the wrong kinds of people. This song is a friendly reminder to start putting your own needs first.
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I came across a post today by tikkunolamresistance (yeah, that alone should tell you what you're in for) linking to an article from last year titled 'Jewish settlers stole my house. It's not my fault they're Jewish' by Mohammed El-Kurd. And I was just struck by the sheer lack of self-awareness or accountability in it. This is an excerpt from towards the end.
'Here is where I stand. There is a Jew who lives–by force—in half of my home in Jerusalem, and he does so by “divine decree.” Many others reside—by force—in Palestinian houses, while their owners linger in refugee camps. It isn’t my fault that they are Jewish. I have zero interest in memorizing or apologizing for centuries-old tropes created by Europeans, or in giving semantics more heft than they warrant, chiefly when millions of us confront real, tangible oppression, living behind cement walls, or under siege, or in exile, and living with woes too expansive to summarize. I’m tired of the impulse to preemptively distance myself from something of which I am not guilty, and particularly tired of the assumption that I’m inherently bigoted. I’m tired of the pearl-clutching pretense that should such animosity exist, its existence would be inexplicable and rootless. Most of all, I’m tired of the false equivalence between semantic violence and systemic violence.'
"Centuries-old tropes created by Europeans" and "real, tangible oppression". I mean...for fuck's sake. Zero acknowledgement of the fact that the Palestinians were active participants in the oppression of Jews alongside those Europeans. Nor that the only reason he thinks of Jews being oppressed as not a "real, tangible" thing, is because they were forced to militarize to fight off those who would attempt to repeat that oppression.
Not to mention many of these houses were actually stolen from Jews. Like they killed and displaced us in our own land for centuries.
I don‘t know if you have ever adressed this or if you even wanna adress it because of spoiler reasons
But
Will Tommy ever get out of there? Or will he be forever trapped with caius and the others for eternity?
(Just wanna know what I sign up for here: only hurt, or hurt/comfort)
Oh dear. I really don’t want to give away the ending but I totally understand wanting to know before getting invested. Vague spoilers under cut.
are you okay with cannibalism
I am! There actually is a cannibal whumper in my list of ideas. Is there something specific you have in mind?
The business formal section is making me lose it lol. Yes hello I would like 1 Tommy in full three piece suit thank you.
I know 😭 😂 but some people gotta be into it, right? I didn’t want to try to add options for every style of clothing ever, so I laid down some basics and some spicy ones that might be requested. There are some things on the list I wouldn’t write, but I like how it formally welcomes every type of sicko there can be.
Thank you for commentary, and if you think of anything you’d like to see, you can feel free to fill out the form! Or fill it from the eyes of the mechanic or somethin… 👀