10:49pm 26 October 2020
Too tired for the day. But I have decided to like focus more on myself and I will focus hard baby! The guy I met before Netflix guy is back posting he needs a girl to talk or meet up or date and I’m here like:
Or
Or probabaly even this
Why? Because (and it was backed up by my friend) he is just ate all the shit he told me before; how he prefers in person and doesnt want to waste my time and all that horse shit.
But he isnt an entirely bad guy. Just not the guy for me.
I also found netflix guy. I was curious but I promised myself no stalking ever and I will do my best to follow and heed that rule. He hasnt responded at all. And maybe its for the best? I mean it may have a meaning behind it but I will back off with the messages with him for a while, gotta focus on myself and my goals.
Speaking of Netflix, I continued watching Haunting of Bly Manor since I wanna know what happens even if I have seen the spoilers and spoiled myself. I was supposed to watch it with Netflix guy but... meh. He knows or understand that I am the type of girl that doesn’t like to get ghosted. He hasnt ghosted me yet but my anxiety over these are far too much that I wanna save myself from the pain.
I was midway to Episode 8 of Virgin River but with the Haunting of Bly Manor, I decided to put off the one I love (Virgin River) since I DONT WANT IT TO END!
I was pretty productive today. Went to work, finished my tasks, did a hefty grocery and errands.
Overall not a bad day.
🎧 Sobredosis - Romeo Santos, Ozuna
📺 The Haunting of Bly Manor, Virgin River
