@marchingasone &&. said...
msg from katxgirlxoxo: so who's this mandy?
msg from katxgirlxoxo: seems to think throwing around insults does her any favors
msg from katxgirlxoxo: i don't think i like her
msg from katxgirlxoxo: also who is arakan?
msg from katxgirlxoxo: is arakan your family too?
he looks at the messages lighting up his phone and feels his lips curl with disdain. the group chat is no longer a SAFE PLACE — not that it ever was with the likes of dottore hanging around, but at least the threat he poses feels more manageable by comparison. he's familiar; a lurking threat, slowly eating away at their collective morale like an acid dissolving flesh. this person — this waste of skin and oxygen is unpredictable. a knife driven mercilessly between the ribs, serrated edge ripping and tearing as it goes. each subsequent blow delving deeper, causing more damage — leaving little pause for the bleeding to slow before going in for another attack. things can't go on like this FOREVER; he's sure of it. the only question is who breaks first, and ren ( pessimist that he is ) doesn't feel as confident about their chances as he would ever profess aloud.
still. he's dug himself into this hole — he may as well keep going. he has her trust, for now; he has to make SOMETHING out of it.
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: ignore them
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: amanda is just some kid who wormed her way into the gc
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: kaminari's been feeding them all kinds of bullshit about you.
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: she's just trying to sound cool in front of everyone.
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: as for arakan......
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: they're kami's sibling
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: think of them as living proof someone can exist without any redeeming qualities whatsoever
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: they hate my guts and i hate theirs :)
it's all lies — well, mostly. the animosity he portrays between himself and arakan is very much real — at least from ren's perspective. he's sure they have redeeming qualities; he's simply never been the recipient of them. ( their family drama truly is something to behold, in the same way a car crash inspires onlookers to stop and stare. ) in any case, the streamer's choice of wording is deliberate. all condescending, all meant to downplay them both as insignificant, uninspiring, not worth paying any mind. like insects tapping ineffectually at a window. it's not much, but if he can at least PROTECT them from further harassment, he'll gladly bear their share of the attention in their place.
he bites the inside of his cheek. thinking. planning. trying to figure out how he wants to EASE HER into answering his questions.
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: watching them get worked up into a panic was hilarious
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: wish i was around to see it happen live
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: how did you get in?
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑: the group chat hasn't been that interesting in ages