For DADW “You did WHAT?”
For @dadrunkwriting
I actually have no idea what this turned into. All I know is it's fenders and these two have been very busy developing distant feelings and telling no one, as per usual.
“You did WHAT?”
Anders grabbed his best friend’s arm and shook him.
“Garret Fucking Hawke.”
Hawke grinned, that shit-eating grin that had gotten Anders and himself into so much trouble—and so much fun—over the years.
“Please tell me you didn’t invite Fenris. You have to be joking.”
“Look, I know you think he’s pretentious and arrogant.”
“He is.”
“But he wasn’t doing anything, he was asking about how your studies were going, and I thought I’d invite him to your graduation ceremony.”
“From the fucking University of Mage Arts.”
“Sure, why not?”
Anders pinched the bridge of his nose.
“You know they have demonstrations scheduled. Magic demonstrations. And I’m doing one of them.”
“Exactly! Let Fenris see what magic can do.”
“He knows what it can do. It did worse things to him than ever came out of the Maker’s bum.”
Hawke burst out into laughter.
“Hawke, this isn’t funny!”
“Anders, it’s going to be fine. I’ll be sitting next to him, he knows there are going to be demonstrations. I’m not that dense.”
“Pretty damn close to it,” Anders muttered, cramming his graduation cap on his head.
“Hey, in all seriousness.” Hawke put a hand on the silky fabric covering Anders’ shoulder. “I know what this means to you. I wouldn’t have invited Fenris if I didn’t think he’d be respectful and decent.”
Anders sneered doubtfully, but remained silent.
“Besides, he’ll come to the Hanged Man with us after, and the more the merrier!”
Anders rolled his eyes.
“Go on, get out, I need to prepare the rest of my spells for the demonstration.”
Hawke waved and ducked out of the classroom where Anders was preparing for the ceremony. Anders only had a short speech to do, and then there were seven demonstrations, his spirit healing demonstration last of them all, being one of the most promising theses being presented this year.
As Anders mounted the steps to stand backstage while the presenter before him flourished and threw sparkles into the air above him to finish his demonstration, Anders smiled. Of course! Everyone who came to see the graduation ceremony had to sign a consent form to be possibly affected by magic. There was no way Fenris would have signed that form. He gave Dorian a cheerful smile as they passed each other, and Anders stepped onto the stage. His smile wilted as he looked to where Hawke’s arms waved in the air, giving him two big thumbs up. And next to him sat Fenris. Anders couldn’t see his face beneath the bright hair, but he imagined Fenris glaring at him. He swallowed and refreshed his smile for the audience.
His professors all sat in the front row and eagerly clapped as Anders gave the very short version of his thesis, hopefully in words that even grumpy mage-haters like Fenris could understand. At some point he forgot about Fenris, caught up in explaining how spirit healing could help with medical procedures, calming and numbing spells to act in place of anesthetics.
“For my demonstration, I am going to perform a spell that I’ve been working on,” Anders announced. “Panacea is defined as something which cures all ailments. My altered Panacea spell does not cure anything, but it is a soothing spell which will ease pain. If anyone in the room is experiencing a headache or some other pain, you will most likely feel it easing, or perhaps leaving entirely. I’ve been modifying this spell to be unintrusive, unnoticeable, and to extend over a greater distance. Though, for theatrics, I have included some lights.” He grinned and widened his stance to begin casting. Panacea didn’t really take much to cast, it was simple, but for the sake of demonstration, he added some flair and a sparkling green glow. The movements of his arms did help him to cast the spell further, so that it could reach the entire room.
Silence fell as the spell settled over the audience. Anders knew it was working, he could feel the spell soaking into the audience, doing its quiet and gentle work.
“It will last through the end of the ceremony,” he said, giving a bow. His professors jumped up, clapping for him. Hawke did as well. Fenris did not, but he was clapping along with the audience. That was something at least. Anders smiled and waved as he left the stage. There were a few other short speeches, but Anders didn’t listen, he was too excited to pay attention.
Anders changed out of his graduation gown and cap and went out to meet Hawke and Fenris. Hawke designated Anders to ride in the passenger seat, and Fenris sat in the back.
They arrived at the Hanged Man.
“Anders, may I ask you something?” Anders was surprised to hear Fenris from the back seat.
“Uh, sure.”
Fenris glanced at Hawke.
“I’ll meet you two inside,” Hawke said, handing Anders the car keys.
“You’ve been quiet,” Anders said, once Hawke had disappeared inside.
“I was thinking,” Fenris said, his eyes fixed on his knees.
“I admit I didn’t think you’d actually come,” Anders said. “Hawke said you’d agreed to attend, but I assumed you wouldn’t sign the consent form.”
“The spell you used.” Fenris looked up at him.
“My Panacea spell?”
“Yes.”
“It didn’t hurt, did it?”
“No, it—” Fenris grimaced and looked down again. “It worked.”
“Good!” Anders smiled. “I didn’t go back for my Masters for nothing.”
“I did not know I was experiencing pain,” Fenris said.
“Wait, what?!”
“It was gone,” Fenris said, his brows furrowing. “This ache.”
“Where?” Anders was trying to run through possible scenarios where Fenris would be in constant dull pain.
“The markings,” Fenris said, as if it should be obvious.
“The… tattoos?”
“They are lyrium. The experiments I was involved in were more involved than simple tattoos.”
“H-how?” Anders was twisting in the seat now, trying to get a better look. Fenris was still leaning back in the seat, not exactly forthcoming with information. “Do you mind if I look?”
Fenris held his breath for a long moment, and then sighed.
“Alright.”
Anders climbed between the two front seats, his long legs flopping awkwardly as he wriggled through the small space.
“You could have gone around,” Fenris said.
“I know,” Anders said, chuckling, “I don’t care too much if I look ridiculous. Now, can I see?”
Fenris pushed up his sleeve and held his arm out.
Anders frowned. They really weren’t tattoos.
“And they hurt?”
“They... ache,” Fenris said, “though I did not realize.”
“Maker,” Anders muttered. “I am surprised you even agreed to come.”
“I do not wish to be a bigot,” Fenris said, his voice softening as he looked away.
“I don’t think...ah, okay I used to think so. I apologize,” Anders said. “I don’t even think I can do anything to help with your...”
“Markings,” Fenris supplied. “I apologize as well,” Fenris said, turning back to Anders, and finding him surprisingly close.
“Oh,” Anders said, finding those green eyes uncomfortably close and wide.
“I was unfair in my judgment of you as a mage,” Fenris said. Anders could only look at his lips.
“It’s behind us now,” Anders said. “Thank you for coming. It...meant a lot to me.” He watched Fenris swallow, his eyes not leaving Anders’ face. Could Fenris feel the tension as well?
“I am grateful to Hawke for inviting me,” Fenris said. He grabbed Anders’ hand. He could feel Anders’ stiffness.
“I am not fragile,” Fenris said, rubbing a thumb over the back of Anders’ hand. “May I kiss you?”
“Me?”
“Is there another Anders in here?” Fenris raised one brow, smirking.
“Just the one, as far as I know,” Anders said. “And you may, though I might get feelings if you do.”
“Well, then we’ll have something in common if that is the case,” Fenris said, reaching up with his other hand to tangle his fingers in Anders’ hair and pull him closer to kiss him. Anders’ eyes were gold and unfocused when they pulled apart.
“Hawke’s going to wonder if we killed each other,” Anders murmured.
“Do you dislike the idea of … this?” Fenris asked.
“The opposite, actually,” Anders said. “I was just thinking my life was about to get boring now that I have my Masters. I think I could use some excitement to keep me on my toes.”
“And I’ve been thinking about getting a cat,” Fenris said, grinning.
“Now I know this can’t be real.”
“Need me to pinch you?”
“I think a kiss would suffice.”







