#protective nature

[creatively-coded]

Seriously, if anyone ever even DARES talk about my friends behind there back, i will fuck you up. My friends are precious to me, and if i see them at all hurt because of what someone said behind their back, you better watch yours. So if the person i am talking about comes on my blog and sees this, you better believe you will get a mouth full if i see you in school -.-

[religiousdifferencesdating]

I bought a Bloodstone today. This one just kept calling out to me. Hopefully it will help me balance myself out. That's my goal. Bloodstone is also Adams stone so I honestly don't know if that has anything to deal with it or not. We are still trying to figure out what we are supposed to be. I honestly have no clue. I keep coming across tortured souls and its just, WHYYYY? that goes through my head. I understand that Adam has his own but they really aren't nearly as bad. I'm glad Adam is protective of me even though currently we aren't in a relationship and probably won't again because honestly right now I know I'm going to end up in a mess with not being sure how to get out of it. My surroundings right now aren't the best. Therefore I keep distancing myself from those people. Just keep distancing. Keeping up with contact with those who are friends of the families but staying as far away as possible. On the bright side I'm finding my center :)