patrick hockstetter driving you to school â gf edition
⢠he doesnât ask if you want a ride. he just shows up, engine rumbling outside your house like a warning
⢠youâll hear the horn once. not twice. move fast or heâs driving off (he wonât, but he wants you to think he will)
⢠when you finally come out, heâs leaning against the driverâs side door, sunglasses on, smoke curling from his lips, checking you out shamelessly
⢠âtook you long enough,â he mutters, but his smirk says he likes the view
⢠you reach for the car door, and he slaps your hand away, opens it himself, like, âwhatâyou forget you got a man for that?â
⢠the passenger seat is a disaster: school supplies, food wrappers, old shoes, a lighter, cassette tapes he made himself, maybe even a switchblade
⢠you sit down and his hand is already sliding onto your thigh
⢠he always drives too fast, brakes late on purpose just to hear you gasp and clutch the door
⢠he laughs when you do, âwhat, you donât trust me?â
⢠never uses turn signals. takes corners like heâs in a getaway chase
⢠his music is loud as hell, mostly The Cure, Bauhaus, maybe some early NIN or random stuff he wonât explain
⢠he never turns it down when you talk. if you want him to hear you, you have to lean in real close
⢠when you do, he glances at you sideways with that stupid grin and mutters, âcareful, baby, keep leaning in like that and iâm gonna pull over.â
⢠half the time youâre talking, heâs not even listening. heâs staring at your lips, your legs, the way your skirtâs riding up
⢠âyou wearing that all day?â he asks, eyes sharp. âyou tryna piss me off?â
⢠jealous. but in that low-simmer way. heâll let you wear what you want, but you better be loyal while you do
⢠glares at dudes in other cars who look at you
⢠sometimes he drives with just his knee so he can keep both hands on you
⢠if youâre fighting? he still shows up. honks like nothing happened. you get in, he lights a cigarette, drives in silence, hand still on your thigh like always
⢠pulls into the school lot like a menace, music blaring, windows down, parks crooked just to be a dick
⢠doesnât care who sees. in fact, likes when people look. likes it even more when they look at you
⢠before you can open the door, he grabs your wrist: âwait.â
⢠pulls you in for a kiss, hard, messy, hand gripping your jaw
⢠bites your bottom lip, pulls back just a little, says, ânow you can go.â
⢠sometimes slips your gum out of your mouth and pops it into his own
⢠fixes your lipstick with his thumb. âyou look good, babe.â
⢠lets you go with one last grab of your ass or a whispered, âsee ya at lunchâ before you step out
patrick hockstetter driving you to school â neighbor edition (not dating)
⢠it starts because your parents ask him toââpatrick, would you mind giving her a ride? you know she goes to your school.â
⢠he says âyeah, sureâ in front of them, but looks at you like donât get comfortable, princess.
⢠first time he picks you up, he doesnât even say hi. just unlocks the passenger door, already smoking, music blaring
⢠you slide in quiet, and he doesnât look at you, just mutters âdonât slam my door.â
⢠his car smells like cigarettes, old cologne, and something sharp you canât name
⢠thereâs a knife in the cup holder. a lighter and cigarette butts in the ashtray.
⢠he drives fast. never speaks except to say, âyou always take this long to get ready?â
⢠sometimes catches you looking at him and smirks like he knows youâre curious
⢠wears rings. wears apathy like a second skin
⢠doesnât offer to carry your books, but you swear his eyes drop to your skirt when you climb in
⢠rests his hand on the gearshift near your thigh. lets it stay there. doesnât say anything about it
⢠one morning he leans in close just to reach the radio, and his voice is in your ear:âyour hair smells good.â
⢠plays music too loud. doesnât turn it down when you talk. if you want him to hear, you have to raise your voice
⢠you notice he always checks your legs when you get in, even if he pretends not to
⢠says weird, offhand things that stick with you all day. like: âyou got a boyfriend?â
⢠you donât know what to say, so you donât, but you think about it. you think about him
⢠you tell yourself youâre not into him, but you still peek out the window when you hear his engine in the mornings
⢠when other girls flirt with him at school, he barely looks at them, but sometimes he looks at you
⢠one day he says, real casual, âi could pick you up after school too, yâknow. if you ask nice.â
⢠you ask. and thatâs when the game really starts
patrick hockstetter driving you to school â younger sister edition
⢠complains every single morning about having to drive you. âget in. hurry up. you make me late, iâm leaving you behind.â
⢠but never actually leaves without you. your parents would flip out.
⢠you hop in with your backpack half-zipped and a toaster waffle in your mouth
⢠âyou look like shit,â he mutters
⢠âso do you,â you shoot back, not even blinking
⢠you have a silent agreement to not talk to each other before 8am unless itâs to insult one another
⢠you always try to change the radio to something like Madonna or Cyndi Lauperâhe smacks your hand away and turns it back to his creepy goth shit
⢠you says the band he likes sounds like âvampire vomitâ
⢠he threatens to leave you on the side of the road
⢠has, on multiple occasions, swerved a little just to make you scream and spill your drink
⢠if anyone else picks on you at school though? heâs throwing punches. no hesitation
⢠once someone called you a bitch in gym class and Patrick showed up at their locker that afternoon like, âyou like your teeth? then donât say her name again.â
⢠youâll fight like cats and dogs in the car, but if youâre crying or upset, heâll get quiet
⢠pulls over. lights a cigarette. flicks his eyes over to you and says, âwho was it?â
⢠you wonât say. he already finds out
⢠heâs the only one allowed to ruin your day. everyone else can go to hell
⢠on days when you actually look cuteâhair curled, nice outfit onâhe glares and says,âchange your clothes. youâre in junior high, not a porno.â
⢠once you had a nosebleed in the car and used his band tee in the backseat to wipe it. he still hasnât forgiven you
⢠one time, he let you paint his nails black while you were stuck in traffic.
⢠drops you off at school and says, âif anyone gives you shit, tell them your brotherâs crazy. theyâll believe it.â
⢠and they do.












