Irreg’s be like
Seeing your batch mates preparing for graduation is heart shattering and mind blowing.Each time you see them, you experienced the hot liquid around your eyes starting to form and their is a lump in your throat. The feeling is like your first love broke your heart. Some may can easily judge us, irregular student and throw us many connotation why we didn't make it to graduate on time, but they didn't know how its hard for us. I stop for one semester because of family matter and financial problem, now I’m facing the consequences of that action. What is hard is i have to keep it all by myself, i can’t share the feelings to my parents because i dont want them to be sad also. I understand why they come up in that decision before. Today, i dont have any choice, i have to go on and move on. I have to walk even i feel the heaviness in my feet and in my chest. I have my dreams and i eagerly wanted to soar high, not being an octoberian can stop me and close the door for me, i know that i can still make it, i know god has a better plans for me, i know that everything happens for a reason. I let go all my worries and let god to make all the action. Someday, I can make my parents proud. I know I can, i am MAX, i am mary ann, i know who i am and i can make it to the top.