Dec 15, 2025
with big fandoms you can at least like talk to someone about it or share it because that is meant to be shared. when you're just obsessed with a guy you really have to grit your teeth and have visions in your mind and yell "I WANT YOUR ART TO BE OUT THERE I WANT TO SHOW YOU OFF TO THE WORLDDDDD AUEUUUUEUUUUUUU" until he says well then go post it yourself and you go YAY YUPPIE YAHOO!!!!!! and do just that
#proxyspeaks#i asked like 70 times i was liek are u sure can i post things fr#still rlly anxious i will post something wrongly#but yk he checks he can tell me to delete anything#and there are some hashtag rules#so its all good#just social media burnout i guess#which I! relate to#he told me “you can be a proxy” and i was like#my god that has such a ring to it....#and the tumblr name is a spin on his “abyss stigmata” name at the moment#i thought making it something taisakai related but idk it didnt work out for me#and im a yapper#my description is meant to mirror his as well#it goes lkie “my head is empty”; and i was like MINE IS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!#and i was htinking of adding “FUCK YOU FOR LIKING!!!!!” to contrast his#but i considered not doing that for now#damn it i had much more to say than i htought this hsould have been a post. Dammit