the worst thing about modern society pushing the “live your dreams!” ideology is that it puts A LOT of pressure on people to figure out said dream. i understand that this can be inspiring. you want to be a chef? be a chef! it’s possible. you want to be an animator? be an animator! also possible. a priest? a politician? a reporter? a cop? whatever! you can do it!
but i don’t know what i want to do, what i’m capable of. there’s no grand design for myself, no uniform that i picture myself absolutely shining in. and that’s really stressful in itself because i feel like i should have a dream, and that i’m somehow dysfunctional because i don’t. and that sucks.













