@kei-kui “Atsumu’s” gift arrived a little while ago, I thought I would show you 👉🏻👈🏻

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@kei-kui “Atsumu’s” gift arrived a little while ago, I thought I would show you 👉🏻👈🏻
The amount of detail my homie January Jones puts into all of his Pseudo Love pieces is amazing. He sketch, designed and 3D printed these pieces then he sanded them down to smooth all the edges and hand painted each one. He also design the boxes they come in. The entire toy collection he designed is nuts! I’ll be posting more soon #BlackArt
As much as I want to create a lot of good memories with you, I just can't. Why? Because you aren't here with me.
Rebound
This is the situation na may person na dumating sa'yo to fill up your emptiness dahil sa previous dark experience mo sa relationship. Even though you're not totally recovered yet, you chose to socialize and meet other people hoping na makakalimutan mo yung nangyari. Everything was good at first, ito yung tipong friends kayo na kapag may gusto kang i-kwento, pakikinggan niya, kapag may problema ka and kailangan mo ng advice, bibigyan ka. Hanggang sa lalalim na yung friendship niyo. Syempre magle-level up yun, dito mo na mararamdaman yung concern, sincerity and sweetness. Dito na rin papasok yung magtatanong siya kung 'pwede bang magkaroon ng kayo?' at ikaw, dahil unsure ka pa sa feelings mo, hindi ka papayag pero magbibigay ka ng konting hope na baka pwede kayo, di man ngayon pero siguro pag ready ka na. Days and weeks will pass, lalalim ng lalalim yung pagsasamahan niyo, hanggang sa dumating sa point na hindi mo na alam kung anung meron kayo. Madalas maging ganito eh, "Hindi kami, walang kami, at di kami basta magkaibigan lang" or sa english eh, "More than friends but less than lovers". Magiging masaya ka pag kasama mo siya, nawawala problema mo pag kausap mo siya, feeling mo ang special mo kapag kausap mo siya at magkakaroon na rin ng 'kilig factors' but by the end of the day, kung iisipin mong mabuti kung ano ba talagang nararamdaman mo sakanya, hindi mo ma-figure out eh, for short, walang laman. Oo nga't may something special pero pag na-realize mo, masaya ka lang pala that time kaya parang special. Masakit man isipin at sabihin pero andun pa rin yung sakit na nararamdaman mo dahil sa previous experience mo at ang pinaka-maling ginawa mo eh naging rebound mo lang siya. Sabi nga nila, wag kang magbibigay ng maraming motibo na gusto mo rin siya kung hindi naman talaga kasi maling-mali. Sobrang nakakasakit. Everybody deserves to be truly loved. Tsaka, nakaka-guilty, sobra sobra. But as long as you've told him/her already what you really feel, masakit man sa side nila pero atleast you told them the truth habang maaga pa. I'm so sorry, bvrn.
[Pseudo-Love]
your breath bursts from your mouth hands extending dancers wrapped in motion smoke filled rooms and frozen sidewalks your passion pose frames your smile and short curly locks i pause and watch you spin around its cold outside and you’re wearing my scarf its too cold outside youre shivering a little time begins again and i wrap you in my arms a smile moves across your lips frozen playgrounds and your brown couch hands intertwined you dance again your breath bursts from your mouth
The more I think
The more I think The more I realize That the faint traces of what I thought were love Were never really love, Were never really there.
The more I think The more I realize That the love I'm looking for Is so much deeper Than any pseudo-love I have felt. The more I think The more I realize That holding love to a standard Is the only way to ever escape These things that disguise as love And beckon for the name.
your special kind of love would've defined to be this,
Love does not fall to its knees for false promises; it stands tall, resisting all enticements from false loves and it loyally waits in the shadows, only appearing for the one it has spent a lifetime waiting for. It may not exist freely at your will, and it may not make an appearance for just anyone but when it does appear, when it does fall from grace, there is no going back. There is no indecisiveness for this loyal and protective creature. When the world turns on you, it will stand by you through thick and thin, never leaving your side. Whereas false loves are conditional, dependent upon the variables of life, true loves are absolute, unwavering in its stubborn nature. That’s how special love is; it’s the only thing in creation that is constant, the only thing in creation that can keep a lifetime of promises.
This is coming from someone who doesn't believe in love and just hypothetically defined it.
The more time you spend with the wrong person, the more likely it is that you will miss meeting the one who is right for you