Sep 27, 2017
Ugh I can't tell if Sam was actually my name. I want to believe that but at the same time, it's like the other name I prefer besides Lilac so it seems. Forced.
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Ugh I can't tell if Sam was actually my name. I want to believe that but at the same time, it's like the other name I prefer besides Lilac so it seems. Forced.
I maaaaaay have had a crush on Mel.
!!!!! I THINK I WAS A NONCANON HUMAN IN MY PSM TIMELINE! I might have been another one of the test subjects in Mel's "batch" but I remember being blonde and having kind of a messy bun, and maaaaybe curly hair????
Okay so while this is kinda based on speculation n guessing and also 1am thoughts bc I can't fall asleep, I think I may have gotten a general "timeline" laid out for the psm timeline!! I still have no idea who I am tho. Anyway, here's what I think I've gotten: Virgil wakes Mel up like usual. They get up to the "new enrichment center" which I think was separate from the test chambers n such you see in Portal 2. Somewhere along the line, AEGIS exists and there's like a confrontation I think? AEGIS disconnects from his "mainframe" and decides to help out Mel and Virgil. For whatever reason, Mel doesn't get out yet I don't think. GLaDOS comes back online and I think she grabs AEGIS by one of her claws and deactivates him somewhere else. (If she tortured him ill never forgive her). Then I think the goal was to get Mel out? I have.... no idea where Chell fits into this. My guess is she either escaped after the events of portal 1, she was involved but I just haven't gotten memories of her, or maybe I was Chell????? I have no fucking clue tbh. Like I said, most of this is a guessing game based on what memories and feelings I do have at 1 am
Hmmm, I wouldnt call this a memory dump since it’s more general feelings rather than stuff I can confirm that actually happened but here we go
-AEGIS didn’t keep all of his eyes open. He had five, but usually kept only one to two open and preferred to use his other senses to get information. Kinda like a blind person can hear things they normally couldn’t -The more nervous/paranoid he got, the more of his eyes he opened. -I think he knew Virgil and they… I wouldn’t call them friends I don’t think, but they were on decent terms I believe… -I don’t remember how much of this actually happened, but I know AEGIS was absolutely terrified of getting deactivated. I can’t exactly tell how much of this is my brain taking an idea and running with it but… I think if he was deactivated, he tried to put up a fight, screaming and struggling. Kinda like Caroline being forced to become GLaDOS I guess -(just a fun thing on the side, I think if AEGIS ever met GLaDOS, he would punch her in the face first chance he got)
I really need to go back through all of these tags and try to get it all sorted out through meditating but I’m a little stressed right now heh.
So I saw this very clearly but I know I’m not kin with mel bc there’s no pull towards her I guess is a way of saying it. You remember the scene where mel is going up in the elevator? I saw it where Virgil was an android and was there but also android AEGIS there. It was from the view of mel though
I think I remember what rainbow looked like! He had brown hair in a ponytail and a… beard/mustache thing that went around his lips and on his chin. I forget the proper term lol. He was tall I think.