#psyndrome

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paradise syndrome

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the first part isnt really true, the concurrent year is paradise syndrome is 2004 but in actuality the entire narrative takes place between the 80s/90s because i show cares entire life from infancy to adulthood to demonstrate why shes like that as adult

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part two

this is vail smoking from cares point of view

cares summertime memory

the bar care works at

the park care visits semi regularly

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explaining all the panels from this post part 1

tagging @ladyofalabyrinth

this is augustines house. on her way home from school care had to pass by his house, so shes passed by it hundreds of times. even though it looks so unlike all the other houses care eventually figured that it must still belong to someone bc it hasnt deterioated over the years, she always got an eerie feeling from it. if she had to walk by it on her way home at night she imagines someone would be watching her through the window and this is that

she barely remembers augustine but she did know him years ago as a young child when she was in the hospital, has no idea that this is his house.

this is teenage care , her blunt cut bangs tells you so. when care was 16 or so she was put into a mental hospital because dr tuesday put her on suicide watch and eventually taken away from cecil's care entirely. this is care in dr tuesdays care, mind being warped and being forced to take untested (kinda) medication

mindy, care misses her more than anything and she thinks its all her fault she disappeared forever

this is a reacurring nightmare care would have when she was small and when she was in the mental hospital of her walking an endless hospital hallway in the dark, all alone , looking for someone

this art of care is a scene from a fic i wrote for game care last year, the one where shes mindy is looking for her and shes in the garden area waiting for her mom to come back bc some kid told her so

cares fading memory of the garden she and mindy worked so hard on

care getting ready in the morning

the park care learned how to play baseball, the colors are saturated cause its one of her most fondest memories

cares childhood memory

young cecil and younger care hes holding a beer can but i forgot to color that