#psytalks

[esotericseabun]

it’s so crazy cause i’ve heard tarot readers who post pick a card readings say that there is often a common theme in each pile when they do readings but now i’m really experiencing it myself

and what’s even more interesting is how despite the similarities, there is still very different and distinct energies within the piles. and that itself can change the interpretation of some cards

anyway omg i can’t believe i posted 2 pac readings within a week i’m on a ROLLL. i keep on overestimating myself thinking i can do 4 piles but i always end up with 3 because of just how in depth and long my readings end up being.

i always love love seeing how people resonate with it though because i admittedly haven’t been doing tarot or divination for a long time (a year and a few months now), much less doing pac readings for other people, so sometimes i have a lot of doubt. seeing the positive feedbacks really uplifts me! thank you for all of the support you’ve all given me : )

[psykoe100]

Resisting the urge to cover my entire wall in mob psycho fan art

[esotericseabun]

about my readings . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

as a reader, i'm always curious about how other creators on this app conduct their readings, so i thought i would talk about my own process and values myself!

✦ the heart behind the readings

as you may know, i am quite young. it's true that i have yet so much to experience and to learn. and i am always eager to. still, even throughout my teen years, i have had to go through a lot of hardships. it wasn't easy, nor fair. it still isn't. but i knew that to make the most out of my situations, i had to learn from them. as a teen, i spent a lot of time isolated. this is one of the reason i ended up with years and years of reflection. along with the fact that i belong in--multiple--marginalized communities. all that is to say, i know how it feels to feel scared, confused, angry, hurt, burdened. even before i knew divination, i have always intensely empathized with people. without the tools i had now, i used my words instead. i wanted to provide comfort--words that people can come back to when they feel alone, or uplift them when they feel hopeless. that's what i hope to provide with my readings. with my readings, i want people to be reminded that there are people who care (me, hi). truthfully, even then i'm never sure if i've truly made a difference in someone's life. that's why i genuinely am happy to hear everyone who have ever felt seen or comforted by my reading and really appreciate all the kind words i have gotten. they do mean a lot to me :)

✦ tools

for divination tools, i mainly use tarot and oracle for my readings. channeled messages come to me throughout readings, but i don't often use them individually nor do i have much control over the information that comes through. oftentimes i will get channels that i don't know the meaning of, but are of significance to people receiving the readings and that's always very fun to hear about! for which decks specifically, i like to use all of the decks i own and rotate between all of them. sometimes i use a set of decks for all the piles in my readings, other times i use different decks for each pile depending on which i am called to the most! for tarot, i have definitely used cats rule the earth and rider waite smith for my readings a lot, and oracle i often use the prism oracle and the wild unknown!

✦ behind the scenes

i pick the pictures pretty randomly. i like to scroll down pinterest for inspiration and when i find one specific image, i try to track down other similar types of images for the remaining piles. i curate the three pictures to be similar enough to each other that it is easier to tune into your intuition. as for the reading itself, i always start with cleansing. (i personally prefer sound cleansing myself.) i make sure to cleanse the tools i use, the area and myself. after that i meditate for sometime before speaking to my guides. then i start the reading. i never pull too much cards for my readings. most my readings consist of 4 cards. 2 of tarot and oracle. (extra 2 by seeing the bottom of the decks.) i do this because i personally find that that is sufficient, because i can get a lot from those 6 cards. you could probably tell that if you've seen my readings! they can go very detailed and in-depth without me meaning to hehe- i have heavy clairempathy, so i am able to feel people’s energies intensely during readings.

✦ format

() : clarification card(s) [] : back of the deck

[esotericseabun]

more about me . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

hello everyone! there are so many of you here ahhh. i’m really thankful for all the love and support you’ve given my readings and i’m really happy to be able to offer guidance, clarity or even just entertainment. that being said, i think i should talk more about myself since i haven’t really done a lot of that!

i’m ellipsis. i am 18 years old. my pronouns are he/him and they/them. i am southeast asian (indonesian to be exact). i live in the netherland (technically speaking i am 12% dutch 🤓☝️). i am a virgo sun, aries moon and aquarius rising.

i’m spiritual, and still trying to figure out where i personally stand with religion. i would say as a spiritual person, i am selective with things that do and don’t align with me. i have only recently had the chance to really dive into my spirituality so i’m still learning (though i guess i will be learning for the rest of my life.)

i have been consuming spiritual and tarot content since i was 10, but i’ve only been able to really participate and learn myself in the last few years. it has been almost 2 years since i started my tarot journey. i have always had good intuition. though i never realized how deep that really goes. i have only had the chance to dive deeper into my spirituality in the last few months. i mainly use tarot and oracle for my readings and the channeled messages come alongside them!

i myself am a queer person, so i find it important that people know that my readings are for everyone. honestly one of my pet peeves in tarot readings are when the reading is so heavily gendered without any prior warning. so just know that whoever you are (women, men, enbies), if you resonate with my readings, it’s meant to be for you.

also i mainly only post things regarding spirituality, but i find it important to be very clear about what and/or who my blog is for and what/who they are not for:

i love immigrants, i love trans people, i love queers, i love abortions, i love people of color, i love socialism, i love women, i love the disabled folks, fuck ice, fuck trump, fuck capitalism, fuck the patriarchy, free palestine, free congo, free every single people that is under oppression. and stay safe out there. stay close to your communities. we are in very scary times, but remember hope and happiness are the biggest forms of resistance 🩷

[esotericseabun]

Hi, do you do free tarot readings?

hello anon!

no, i do not do personal readings for the time being (free nor paid).

though, i am totally open to suggestions for pick a card readings, so definitely drop some pick a card ideas you would like to see and i might do them!

[psychotic-cosplayers]

Okay. Here are the other pictures of my cosplay from Aninite 2016. I only have good solo pictures of Kuroo and Noiz though.

Also never give me photoshop when I’m supposed to be doing school stuff. 

Anyway. It was really fun and I met a cute Kenma and a cool Akaashi when I was Kuroo. Ran around with the camera most of the day. My piercings fell off when I was Noiz too. Well at least the ones on my chin and one on my nose. Cosplay repair station was a really useful addition this year. Plus the artist alley was my favourite thing. So many cool artists. So much cool art. Pretty much all my merch is artist alley stuff.

[psychotic-cosplayers]

Here are some snapchats I either screenshoted or snaped myself of my cosplay from Aninite 2016. All of these are by the end of the day. The main way to see that is because I have weird stuff in my head in all of them.

I’ll post other pictures later in the day.

[psydraws]

Wow i slept for like 3 hours and woke up with a headache. Thanks brain you da best!