#puffyrambles

[puffypuppypaws]

good morning kiddos and critters! today im going over to my friends house (with a bunch of other friends) to help her clean her apartment! im very excited, i love cleaning and i love my friends and community! and i love helping my friends :3 im still feeling really small >~< daddy has been helping keep me regressed :) i hope you all have a good day today! stay hydrated n take your meds!

[puffypuppypaws]

today has been really good! been spending lotsa time with dad and been small since yesterday :3 today i took my biomom out for hotpot dinner and it was so yummy! i love hot pot! daddy has been doing lotsa art for me n also doing trades to get art for me recently and its been so nice! its also helpin me do a redesign of mikey (michael myers fictional cg oc hehe) and were gonna do a new ref of one of my oldest sonas! just feelin better today than i have in a while :3

[puffypuppypaws]

sorry ive been mia! things have been really hard recently so just not very active on socials. hi to my new mutuals! i hope youve all been well :3 welcome to my safe spot c:

ive been working rlly hard on art recently! ive been pretty stationary and staying at home rather than going out often like i usually do because of my disabilities, but its been a good excuse to really get into drawing again! ive been drawing at least 1 thing pretty much every day n some days i get like 6 pieces done! ive been experimenting a lot too and i have been seeing a lot of progress in my art and style!

daddy n i will be together again soon and i cant wait! it got me some new pacis recently too :3 i miss my daddy a lot! i cant wait to be in his arms again!! im never the same when hes away! it takes really good care of me all the time, especially with my autism, i dont have the same support when he isnt around so it gets really hard to take care of myself and my surroundings as easy

woof! anyway, just a little update n i hope to be back to posting more frequently now! art tax hehe

[puffypuppypaws]

i woke up extra early but i woke up upset :/ im trying to not wake papa up but everything is very upsetting for me :/

[puffypuppypaws]

today was good even if it had hard moments. dad listened to me cry and talk about my feelings a lot and is gonna buy me a bus pass tomorrow so its easier to see my friends. i wish i could be a biokid again cause i really want to go to school and be a normal kid. but im reminded i would be homeschooled anyway because of how sick i am, and im not really a normal kid. its okay tho cause i do have lots of friends and a daddy and mommy and sister. dad is scheduling out my days to maybe lessen my stress, i work well with routine

[puffypuppypaws]

i usually go to sleep pretty early and wake up pretty early too. i wake up in a lot of pain and regressed. i like early morning cartoons and smokies with my daddy. the last few days have been really hard for me, and it makes me not want to regress (it makes me not want to ask for care because i regress either way) but he pushes me and says that he likes it. i think i really do function like a kid most of the time, i wake up early and have to wake up my dad so it doesnt get a lot of sleep, i cry a lot, i dont talk well, i kinda just like hanging out and watching cartoons. im a very autistic kid and i need a lot of help from my dad but thats not bad really. im sick and disabled and my daddy loves taking care of me and im really grateful for it. he bought me a heating pad recently and has just always been so kind and caring. i find it hard to believe that it truly enjoys and wants to take care of me but thats because of my trauma and i gotta let my daddy be daddy