I wanted this to be private but fuck it. I can’t get the message to you directly because you’ve blocked me on all sources of media so it’s going to be public. At least in this way there is a chance you’ll read it. I need you to understand you’re hurting everyone, especially me. So, whether or not you see this, what ever. I’m speaking my peace, adding you to the long list of people to forget about, and you can do with it (or don’t) as you will. So here is goodbye: Alright, so I have no idea what your problem is or what the problem is but I’m absolutely done wasting my energy being upset. I don’t know if you’ve gotten any of my messages, but I’m done trying to reach out to you. Every time I do it’s met with silence. This is me speaking my peace and whether you read it or not, that's fine. I don’t know what the fuck happened Misty, but holy shit this is fucking insane. If it’s because the skype group isn’t active as it used to be that’s the shittiest reason to just up and block everyone. And I imagine this has to be the reason as you’ve blocked everyone, including Cairo, not just me. So at least I get to take away from this that it’s not something I did. Or something we did. So at least I get a partial answer that this isn’t on us and it’s entirely you. So, I just want you to take something from this. You suck. You really do. I never thought you’d be added to the long list of people who’ve hurt me. I figured if there was a problem you’d voice it. You’ve never been afraid to voice your opinion and I was always available to you. You have my number. You’ve always had it. I may not be on skype but that doesn’t mean I’m ignoring you or no longer value your friendship. I don’t know how you feel right now, although frankly it’s not hard to not care with the way you’re treating us, but if you honestly thought I didn’t like you, was ignoring you, that’s garbage. Send me a fucking message. Don’t just up and end all contact because we don’t talk everyday. But I guess it’s easy to forget when someone cares about you, I guess a friend is an easy thing to forget. I didn’t stop caring about you or valuing you as a friend. I mean god damn, I wanted to hang out with you in person so badly that I helped you pay for your ticket out here. I missed you the moment you left. I never stopped. Things were fine literally days ago.
But like I said, you’ve clearly burned this bridge. And I’m done being upset and crying about losing your friendship. So don’t come back. Really. You made this choice, don’t flake on it. You’re no longer welcome in my life as I’m clearly no longer welcome in yours. And you know something, I’m not mad at you. I don’t hate you, I’m just incredibly sad and upset that this friendship is clearly over. And the worst part is I don’t even know why. I hope the path you’re going down is a happy one. Goodbye Misty.