Tugging on my own hair in the airport to feel grounded is crazy

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Tugging on my own hair in the airport to feel grounded is crazy
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I dont think im therian or otherkin or wtver and its like more complicated than like a regression thing but like I just wanna come home to Viktor and tell him I need this, whatever this is, and he understands and grabs a collar (MY collar) while I go dress in something comfortable. And when I come back he puts it on me, and he lets me go nonverbal and puts a pillow in his lap (and I never relax fully at first bc what about my weight what about his leg i dont wanna hurt him) but he clicks his tongue against his teeth and I lay my head in his lap, feeling my eyes go heavy. And he goes back to what he was doing, reading or watching a program, but he has one hand busy petting me, sometimes taking a moment to roll my ear between his thumb and finger.