You've been browsing old posts all night. Taking a trip down memory lane. The past few days have sucked. You've screamed at friends, had friends scream at you. Possibly lost a budding friendship. You've hurt before but this is a bit worse, because... you're remembering times when you weren't hurt, when times were good.
When your friends weren't dead or dying. Right now, it's Kurloz you miss.
You're kind of curled up in the corner of your room curled up in the cape Violadan gave you waaayyyy back when you still lived in a concrete and wooden board shack under the reef, scrolling through old posts on your mobile. It's times like those that make you wish things were okay again.
Especially with one of the last things Kurloz had told you. He'd been flushed for you, and yet you fell for Gam. A different Makara. And, truth be told, you'd had feelings too, but... You knew better. Kurloz was never going to stick around. Kurloz always ran from his problems. He locked himself in his room and... he got sick.
And now he was so sick, he was dying. Terminally ill. There was nothing you could do, but you wanted to do something.
Getting up, you leave a note for Meenah. You need to at least sit by your friend. He needs to know you're still with him. He needs to know you can take care of the responsibilities he's leaving you.
You won't let him down. You're done being scared.
Meen. Don't panic. I went to Loz's. Or at least I'm going to go if I can hit the damn button. You know I wwas headin to Loz's wwhen it happened, so... yeah. Just text me later aight? I don't knoww howw long I'm gonna stay.