@pxtro-clxs // Sebastian for Parker.
The sun is glaring through his open blinds and the day already feels heavy on his chest. He usually takes the time to close down his blinds, brush his teeth, all that... But his mouth feels dry and a bad taste is lingering on his tongue and the sunlight is streaming directly into his face. He tries to hazily piece together what happened, turning slowly in bed only to notice the weight of an arm around him. As he opens his eyes, it’s almost like everything hits him all at once. The party, Parker being there, walking back to his apartment, warm hands all over him, his mouth on... He startles himself awake, looking over his shoulder to find Parker’s sleeping face.
God damn it.
He quickly runs through what he said last night, his own muffled words coming back into his mind. He doesn’t think he spilled the beans on it... There is a moment when he almost feels like smiling, because if he actually did say what was on his mind for the past few months... Would it be that bad?
He doesn’t quite remember when it started, but at some point in their friendship (begrudging on Parker’s end, sometimes) Sebastian started noticing some things. Like how Parker’s face lights up every time he smiles, how his eyes sparkle with something wicked at times when Sebastian says something ridiculous, how he looks in the morning before his first coffee, sleepy and soft... Well, softer than usual. He turns around slowly, a smile on his lips as he takes in the features of the man and his hand moves of its own accord as his fingers start to slowly trace the contours of Parker’s face.
“Hey,” he whispers, soft and fragile, his stomach churning with something unknown - exciting and terrifying at the same time.