Rehashing a conversation with my mom in which admittedly I retcon myself as more articulate and my mom probably much less so
My mom: *sends QAnon video to me to explain her beliefs*
Me: it seems like there's a lot of stuff in here that doesn't line up with your beliefs as a Christian? He poses that people are inherently good except for a select few "criminals" that are deeply evil. This goes against your belief in the total depravity of man. I would also point out that Trump is damn near messianic in this worldview but you already have a messiah to believe in. This conflict between good and evil posed here seems like it lacks the biblical context I would think you'd need to believe in it. This whole thing seems designed to radicalize people for the Trump campaign and I think that's what has happened to you.
Mom: Oh but Q uses Bible verses all the time. It's very Christian.
Me: I'm sure they do since that's what they have to do to appeal to their base, but how do you reconcile the claims that seem both endemic to QAnon but heretical to your faith, like I just spelled out.
Mom: I don't really remember any of that being in there. I'd have to go back and watch it.
My relationship with my parents is fractured for a number of reasons, but Trump and QAnon are among them. They've always been Republicans and my dad had an inclination towards conspiracy craziness, but my mom never seemed to buy it. They both seemed to buy the QAnon garbage hook line and sinker.
Q was literally rewriting history for them, past and present. The sinking of the Titanic? An assassination of key stakeholders against the movement to establish the federal reserve. The pandemic? An attack on Trump's presidency. Fully unhinged and off the rails versions of events were being fully accepted by the very people who raised me to think critically about the world around me.
I feel like the people my parents were, drowned in the murk of QAnon and Trumpism. They're not the only ones. I've read so many stories from people whose loved ones are locked in the grip of these ideologies. I do not know the way out of this darkness. I do not know how to fix it. All of this makes me furious.
Fuck the people who created these ideologies for their own gain. Fuck those who knowingly spread false information because it would give them what they wanted. Fuck the politicians and influencers who COWER in the face of their base and force themselves to kneel before the alter of QAnon and Trumpism to preserve their own power. Fuck Donald Trump for his disgusting greed and lust for power, for his terrible ego and self importance. The harm all of you have done is incalculable. You have sown the wind, but it's more than just you in the field. Now we are all reaping the whirlwind.