What if no one had been able to get through to you when you were having your episode with Aelita down in the sewers? Your wife chasing after you but you think she's an enemy. Running into the men in black at the factory, even.
"I, I don’t want to think about it. What-ifs are a dangerous, dangerous trap. I can’t beat myself up over the past, I can’t change it. I tried for six years. The only thing to do is learn from it and avoid repeating it.”








