#queenorzabal

[cha-captain]

Vet att det är svårt att ta emot komplimanger ibland, men ville bara säga att du är jättefin, <3

Nej :c <3

[randompantsfoto]

I love your photos, they're amazing.

Awww, thank you! What a wonderful thing with which to start my day. :)

[thebadwolfofbeaconhills]

sry this is long but get to know me a bit better under the cut

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

stilinskiphiliac, i think

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

stilinskiphiliac, superpandis, and queenorzabal

4. Are you easy to get along with?

not really, no

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

yeah, it's been done before

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

rational, understanding, funny, and kind.

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

not really, unless i speak my mind (which probably won't happen because i'm a coward)

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

tom hardy

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

nope

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

superpandis

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

"Yus"

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Destiel Song - Hayley Seal

Flaws - Bastille

Everything is Ending - Chameleon Circuit

Awake my Soul - Mumford and Sons

Radio - Alkaline Trio

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

yES

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

nope not really??

15. What good thing happened this summer?

i went to copenhagen to see alkaline trio live. that was great

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

yes

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

yes

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

no

19. Do you like bubble baths?

no

20. Do you like your neighbors?

they all know me and i have no idea who they are but they're probably ok

21. What are your bad habits?

nicotine, botched up sleeping pattern

22. Where would you like to travel?

britain

23. Do you have trust issues?

kind of

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

i don't have a routine

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

chest, thighs, chin

26. What do you do when you wake up?

watch whatever episode of criminal minds that is playing (i have a playlist of them running throughout the night)

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

my skin is great as it is

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

stilinskiphiliac, superpandis

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

one of them broke up with me three times before i had enough

30. Do you ever want to get married?

yeah

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

yeah

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

uh. most celebrities i like are married, so none i guess.

33. Spell your name with your chin.

czsamkjmlksza

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

nope i dont, i used to play basketball though

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

without tv

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

yeah

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

'well this is awkward'

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

rational, understanding, funny, kind. as long as they're not a fuckin douche i'm all right i think

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

bookstores, adlibris.se and science fiction bookstore

40. What do you want to do after high school?

you have to go to high school to think about things like that

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

not everyone, some do

42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?

that i'm thinking about sex/fanfiction/otps, or that i'm just not comfortable talking at the minute

43. Do you smile at strangers?

usually

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

space fuck sake, the ocean's scary

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

i usually stay in bed all day. i venture elsewhere in search for food.

46. What are you paranoid about?

never getting better, certain people in my past standing in my room/observing me somehow.

47. Have you ever been high?

yes

48. Have you ever been drunk?

yes

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

yes

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

black

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

yes

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

my looks, mental health

53. Favourite makeup brand?

don't really use makeup

54. Favourite store?

adlibris.se

55. Favourite blog?

scatteredclara atm

56. Favourite colour?

purple

57. Favourite food?

idk pizza or pasta

58. Last thing you ate?

pasta

59. First thing you ate this morning?

sandwich

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

yeah idk we had to answer questions and i won a teddy bear. i was 8

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

no

62. Been arrested? For what?

no

63. Ever been in love?

yeah

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

it was with my first boyfriend on our first "date" and it was okay i guess. i was 13

65. Are you hungry right now?

yeah, actually eating pasta now

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

my real friends are my tumblr friends, but yeah, patheticjunkies, hhobbiton, and gavgruchy are great

67. Facebook or Twitter?

twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

no

70. Names of your bestfriends?

gabe, yohanna, stina, domy

71. Craving something? What?

mental stability

72. What colour are your towels?

fuck if i know, all kinds

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

idk, loads

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

yes

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

three or four

75. Favourite animal?

cats, sharks, octopi

76. What colour is your underwear?

black, brown, and grey

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

vanilla

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

black

80. What colour pants?

denim blue

81. Favourite tv show?

i guess it would be criminal minds since i always watch it

82. Favourite movie?

the last castle

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Mean Girls

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

mean girls i guess, because i haven't seen 21 jump street

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

idk their names, but the one who's too gay to function

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

dory

87. First person you talked to today?

my brother

88. Last person you talked to today?

my brother

89. Name a person you hate?

i can't name anyone

90. Name a person you love?

stilinskiphiliac

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

nah

92. In a fight with someone?

nah

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

two or three

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

too many oh my god eight or nine i think

95. Last movie you watched?

pacific rim

96. Favourite actress?

holland roden

97. Favourite actor?

tom hardy

98. Do you tan a lot?

i tan easily if that's what you're asking

99. Have any pets?

yeah, a cat

100. How are you feeling?

sick and tired of everything

101. Do you type fast?

yeah i guess

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

most of it tbh

103. Can you spell well?

yeah

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

some

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

been to a bonefire when i was a scout, not really a party. people can get burnt

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

yeah

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

yup

108. What should you be doing?

writing i think

109. Is something irritating you right now?

life in general

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

yeah

111. Do you have trust issues?

this has been asked you arse

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

superpandis

113. What was your childhood nickname?

milla, that one there

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yeah

115. Do you play the Wii?

no

116. Are you listening to music right now?

yeah

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

yes

118. Do you like Chinese food?

yes

119. Favourite book?

the lies of locke lamora

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

nah

121. Are you mean?

sometimes

122. Is cheating ever okay?

no

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

keeping them clean takes the fun out of everything

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

no

125. Do you believe in true love?

idk maybe

126. Are you currently bored?

no

127. What makes you happy?

stilinskiphiliac

128. Would you change your name?

yeah

129. What's your zodiac sign?

aquarius

130. Do you like subway?

oh yes

131. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

idk, my "best friend" of the opposite sex is my brother's friend and i think that'd be weird even though he's great and i want to climb him like a tree.

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

this has been asked pls seek a physician i think you suffer from amnesia

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

'You have always worn your flaws upon your sleeve And I have always buried them deep beneath the ground'

134. Can you count to one million?

yup

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

idk i lied about stupid things all the time when i was younger

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

closed usually, but that makes it cold in my room

137. How tall are you?

5.6" or 170 cm

138. Curly or Straight hair?

some weird wavy thing i hate

139. Brunette or Blonde?

brunette naturally, but dyed red

140. Summer or Winter?

winter

141. Night or Day?

night

142. Favourite month?

november

143. Are you a vegetarian?

nope

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

dark

145. Tea or Coffee?

tea

146. Was today a good day?

nah not really

147. Mars or Snickers?

mars

148. What’s your favourite quote?

"I am tired of tears and laughter, And men that laugh and weep; Of what may come hereafter For men that sow to reap: I am weary of days and hours, Blown buds of barren flowers, Desires and dreams and powers And everything but sleep."

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

no

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

"The galleon's yellowed canvas topsails were close-reefed as she prepared to lay-to about half a mile offshore"

[ariessya]

I absolutely ADORE your fanfiction, you should write more.

Thank you so much!

More is on the way. I think I said that two weeks ago, but it’s in the making. I’ve hit writer’s block for the moment, so as soon as I can find a way around the current problem, I’ll be powering through it :) I know what I want to happen next - I think where this is heading, you guys will be thrilled!

I’m sorry for the delay. I hope it will be worth it :) xxx Love 

[thebadwolfofbeaconhills]

i got tagged by stilinskiphiliac

The Rules

1. Always post the rules

2. Answer the questions the person who tagged you gave you and write 11 new questions

3. Tag 11 people and link them to the post

4. Let them know you’ve tagged them

Her questions demand:

My questions:

I DON’T HAVE ANY because I don’t have the commitment to write so many questions. Words be hard yo! But I have a demand so listen close: instead of answering questions I want you to write a haiku about your life. There’s three phrases in a haiku right, so four haikus’ should be enough don’t you think.First one about your childhood, second one about your teenage-years, third about your adult years (if you don’t have any yet write about your goals for the future) and the last you can chose for yourself.

My haiku:

I met you at eight And the world turned much brighter Grinning easier Well, my love for you Became the strongest of all My whole life is you Plans doesn't matter If you're not there by my side But I'd like writing Will you marry me Because you are my whole world Don't you forget it

My questions demand (because questions are hard ok??):

Write me a drabble! Fandom doesn't really matter, but I'd love you to the end if you did either of these: Merlin, Harry Potter, Supernatural, Teen Wolf, LoTR, The Hobbit, Doctor Who, X-Men, Avengers or related media, Rise of the Guardians, Sherlock, or The Hunger Games. Please tag me in your post so I can find it!

I tag the following people:

ipreferthemgay, azulinedandelions, queenorzabal, blainrs, cinnastar, hhobbiton, superpotterlock, dunwall, captaintpose, lecterer, subtextmeansbuttsex

[faceinwindow]

The princess is scaring the shit out of me, I refuse to play any of my N64 games anymore..

That's what we're here for!! 

[thebadwolfofbeaconhills]

Just some I-don't-know-what-hit-me destiel in the middle of the night

For queenorzabal because she asked me. Unfortunately no porn, just, I don't know what the fuck this is. Just... A flair of inspiration, perhaps?

warning: threesome, dean/ofc/castiel

Dean had promised Cas he would not die a virgin, this was not how Cas had presaged the promise to be kept.

“I won't let you die a virgin,” Dean said, and Cas could easily remember the first time the other man had uttered those words, before he had been dragged to a brothel, and a woman had screamed at the top of her lungs, hit him and proceeded to storm out.

Now; a year had passed, and Dean seemed to remember that night as well. Though, this time when he had said the words, they stood on either side of one heavily inebriated woman; Dean pressed to her back, with his hands on her sides, just under her ribcage, while Cas stood in front of her, hands lightly gripping her hips.

The entirety of the situation was only slightly awkward, Dean would not let him do it on his own, and had said, stated matter-of-factly, that he had to be present. To guide, encourage Cas.

They had – well, Dean had – found the woman at some bar, bought her a few more drinks, and Cas had almost yelped when she climbed into his lap and whispered suggestions that were far too filthy and incredulous to be legal. But Cas had relented to her so-called charm, and he and Dean had brought her with them to some lowly motel, they had left Sam at the bar, Dean probably crazed with lust for the female, now in their arms, Cas only following because it was Dean, and he did not want to let him out of his sight. Not just yet.

In the motel, the woman had stripped them, all of them, of their shirts, and even as Cas and Dean had been conversing; she seemed completely oblivious of any words they might have said.

Cas admits, to himself, that if Dean had been pressed to his rear instead, he would have been writhing helplessly, sighing out a breath bordering on a moan and be immensely distracted as well.

The woman, a blonde Adonis, who seemed to have been zapped out of some magazine somewhere, squirmed against his body in a particularly filthy way; and Cas could do nothing but inhale sharply as she began nipping at his throat.

Dean, having tired of the suspense most likely, almost ripped the poor woman's bra off of her chest, and if she had not moaned in a way that sent blood boiling in Castiel; he would have protested on her behalf.

The angel looked up over her shoulder, only to find Dean already staring at him, an unsure air about him, and something dark – almost like tar – shuddered in his eyes, before they lit again – with an idea, an epiphany he could have called it, as if something set the tar aflame. Castiel's breath hitched in his throat, all blood gone south, and his eyes flicked from Dean's lips to his irises, which were alight with something the angel had never seen in his life.

The woman tried her best at wrenching his trousers off his hips, but he had almost forgotten about her in his observation of the hunter's face.

“It's okay,” Dean mumbled then, startling Cas back to the realization of what they were doing.

“It's okay,” Dean repeated, this time in a whisper, before he leaned in and caught Cas' lips with his own.