I would say ignore the douchebags, but I was better at that when I was younger, back when I was busy being angry and pretending like I wasn't sad. I'd say, stop going on sixbillionsecrets the grammar and spelling on that site is atrocious. Also, hurry up and progress to the sarcastic and bitter stage, that way at least you can be witty and people will laugh sometimes.Yes, getting sent out of class is hilarious but please don't give up on your education, think about all of the things you could have done, the books you could have written if you'd just held onto your motivation for a couple of years longer. Yes, the education system is a pile of shit and yes you will get fucked over several times about shit like the uniform but stop being a stubborn piece of shit and maybe don't draw all over your hand before that meeting with the headteacher.When the deputy head offers you help in year 10, don't laugh and say you're fine even though you were sure you were, don't just think "it's better than year 8" because you probably wouldn't be in the shitty situation you are now, even if it wasn't as bad as year 8 and it still isn't.Don't let that girl force you out the closet, don't rush around talking to anyone but her about it, because we both know she'd have crumpled into a crying heap if you had confronted her. If you had have confronted her, sure it could have made it worse but at least you would have known. Maybe you should have thrown all of those people who wouldn't tell you who told them into the rubbish too, because their loyalty to their friends was supposedly more important than forcing you out the closet. Also, it turns out coming out really isn't that bad, and don't worry about it. It'll all be hilarious by the time you reach year 12.Some people are douchebags and don't try to change to fit in, though that's somewhat inevitable because that's what secondary school is and children are cruel.I would say learn to love yourself but I'm still working on that, so I'm not really one to give advice.