#quesh sesh

[therealcryaholic]

You always seem happy and stuff! How do you do that? I'm sad all the time and I don't even know why man

Believe it or not, I struggle with depression, have been since I was 13. The trick I learned is when I start to feel upset and I start to feel the tears well up, I remember all the amazing things I have going for me. I remember that I have people who want me to be happy, who don’t want me to feel alone. I remember that I have a passion in life, one that allows me to appreciate various emotions. I appreciate feeling sad. That very appreciation makes me smile in a matter of minutes.

[therealcryaholic]

Can I have some advice about standing up to people please? I never have the guts to say what I feel, and I let people walk all over me.

I wish I knew the perfect answer to this, but honestly, I’m just learning tips to this myself. Someone very close to me is teaching me to just know your worth. Everyday, when you wake up, remember how great you are. Knowing you’re better than a majority of people will help you act like you are way better, not letting worthless people treat you bad.

[therealcryaholic]

Are you still going to make advice videos for your channel once you have sorted out the laptop situation? I really need advice right now and I don't know who else to ask :(

Absolutely! That is super happening as soon as I get a computer! Even if I can't make a video, I can still help you right here. Feel free to come and talk to me whenever, love! 

[therealcryaholic]

KAELEN. this is random but, what is your favourite song at the moment? I'm just curious, I love asking people that ^_^

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL.

My favorite song will always be "Your Song" by Elton John, followed closely by "Vienna" by Billy Joel. However, my favorite song of this week would have to be "Our Song" by The xx.

[therealcryaholic]

TAG. YOU’RE IT. The rules are to state 10 random facts about yourself. Then, go to your ten favourite blogs and tell them that they are it!

Okay, so I've gotten three of these and I'm just gonna space them out over the next few days. So, in all, you'll have thirty facts :D

First Ten, Becky:

1. I thoroughly enjoy being in the dark. In fact, my mom used to call me her "little vampire girl."

2. I got trash juice* all over me at work tonight. It was sick. I wanted to cry. 

3. The "tumblr blue" is the color I want my bridesmaids dresses to be.

4. I wish I could have blonde hair more than annnnything in the world.

Five. The five key is broken on my laptop.

Six. The six key is broken too, along with the prnt scrn button.

7. 2, 7, and 32 are my lucky/favorite numbers.

8. Deep down in my soul, my dream job would be a cryptozoologist.*

9.  I want to have a dance studio in my house someday.

10. I am, regrettably, a person who enjoys taking selfies.

*trash juice is liquid from the bottom of the trash bag, filled with various sauces and particles and overall yuckiness.

*a cryptozoologist is a person who studies animals that are not known in nature, more likely a person who studies urban legends like the chupacabra. 

[therealcryaholic]

Problem - Kaelen is too perfect and it hurts

YOU ARE TOO PRECIOUS. I ADORE YOU.

[therealcryaholic]

Just in case any of your followers were wondering I thought that I'd reveal myself on here too. Again, I hope that your birthday is amazing :D - Zi

LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, CURSE YOU NICK IS NOT TO BE CURSED ANYMORE, AS HE IS THE AMAZING AND WONDERFUL ZI! 

Again, thank you for making this birthday truly spectacular!

[therealcryaholic]

Sadly this will be the last anon you'll be getting from me (for now at least) as it's your Birthday tomorrow and so I'll be revealing who I am. Which is a shame because I've really been enjoying these actually. Anyway I think there must be a rainbow somewhere nearby you, as you're the treasure I've been searching for ;D - Zi

ZI! oh dear. i have honestly had so much fun these past weeks, i'm a tad bit depressed to see it go. thank you for making this birthday so incredibly special. if/when you reveal yourself, know that i will forever shower you with happiness to show you just how much i appreciate you. if anyone is treasure, it's you.