#queue me monsters

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I'm off to my pre-bday dinner - trying to drink the quarter life crisis away. Wish me luck ❤

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sansastarkr → daeneryses

guys I changed my url!!!

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can’t we all just love sansa AND daenerys in peace

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So... I don’t know how many of you guys remember this but a month ago one of my cats got sick and I was posting about it sometimes cause I was so worried, then he got better but now it’s been a few days he stopped eating. He’s literally skin and bone and we took him to the vet again and they told us they don’t want to treat him anymore and that we should take this 1 year old cat, who is literally about to die, to the city to another vet (we don’t even know who bc we don’t know vets in the city) who can maybe perhaps save his life but they don’t want to tell us to whom we should take him, let alone send them my cat’s files cause “they’re not allowed”. They literally said they don’t want to treat him anymore and I want to sue them and me and my dad are arguing because he doesn’t want to (mind you we’re already spent 1k euros in less than a month) and my mom and dad are arguing about how they’re gonna tell these doctors off. In the meantime my 1 year old baby is dying and I’ve had the worst birthday yesterday cause of this

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Tag game

I was tagged by @radiantbeams thank you so much ❣️

Rules: answer 17 questions and tag 17 people who you want know better

nickname: ale

zodiac sign: scorpio

height: 5′

hogwarts house: slytherin

last thing I googled: ‘what’s thyrotropin’

song stuck in my head: lose you to love me - selena gomez

following: almost 900

followers: almost 4k

amount of sleep: around 5/6

lucky numbers: I don’t have one

dream job: literary translator

wearing: my robe I just got out of the shower

favourite songs: black-eyed by placebo, long live by taylor swift, lithium by nirvana

instruments: I can’t play any

random facts: I love phylosophy

aesthetics: a fireplace, hot coffee, the purring of cats, the smell of books

tagging: @lizzysaltzman, @daisymaximoff, @luthiens, @evanberries, @renskywalker, @renata-klein, @daenerys-targaryen, @stiilesstilinski, @octaviahales, @sansapond, @ronsweasley, @chloexhalles, @filiasyth, @miss-marvells, @starsthatshines, @darrthvadr, @daenersys

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me talking about my mutuals

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Lmao and to top all my misfortunes I now have to come off lithium because it's affecting my thyroid. And I have to take other meds for it. Like hello???? I am bipolar and I need lithium like air???? It's like no one sees the big picture lol my psychiatrist has clearly never gone through a hypomanic episode which good for him I guess!!!

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so i was watching the news and they started talking about this guy who’s in prison for robbery and his mother is pressing charges cause turns out he shouldn’t be in prison but in a mental institution, given the fact that he’s bipolar. some months ago they talked about some guy who had kept a girl locked in his house for months abusing her and the news said he wouldn’t go to prison because he is bipolar. like all i am getting from this is that bipolar people are either criminals OR criminals to be or at least potential criminals. and it’s just making me break down a little cause part of me feels bad for these people, they clearly aren’t getting the medical help they need, part of me is angry at how the news is painting bipolar people out, and part of me is just scared i’m also gonna commit some crime as horrible as robbery or assault since it seems every person committing these crimes has, according to the news, the same mental condition i have. like am i really just here waiting for the monster in me to come out and hurt other people or what. because this is how they’re making me feel