#quietlee

[breastmaster64]

i lost the debit card from mom's pension, i dont remember any of the account details and the branch dad opened it on is closed, a professor's doing this humiliation ritual-esque thing where he's making me do a 10 minute presentation on "how to politely send emails" because he didn't like the tone of my email (it was formal and professional) (we're meeting him for the first time this wednesday), i still don't have a job, and my roommates to the mixed gender one bedroom unit im staying in didn't tell me that the 2 of them are dating.

dear god, universe, whatever may be out there, please fucking kill me

[breastmaster64]

tried to help my friends with their silly little love life and i cried over our friend group potentially falling apart like im not having my own issues. i literally might not even be allowed to enroll since i dont have the money for rhe down payment to enroll lol

[breastmaster64]

good morning to everyone except for my irl friend who atp doesnt even feel like a friend anymore because despite the amount of effort i put in to do whatever the hell she wants me to do w her on a whim, she cant even make the effort to pay attention to me talking and now wont even make an effort to come to the little christmas party our friend group has been planning for weeks.

im so fucking tired lol

[breastmaster64]

got broken up with and then a ghost from the past messages. one man's trash is another man's treasure ig.

[breastmaster64]

got an online consultation today but the doctor couldn't hear me somehow. after trying multiple headsets on, changing devices, letting this single site have access to all my browsers multiple times, he still couldn't hear me and proceeds to just go with his 1:30 client.

takin this as a sign that god in fact wants me dead and does not like me trying to get mental help lol.