tw: SA, Grooming, and mental trauma
My mind is more clear so it's time to talk about pressure. Never was truly that connected with the game, I only enjoyed it because of Zerum X Sebastian but now knowing she's a fucking rapist defender, I'm out. Y'all cannot bsfr, the devs that support Zeal are fucking greedy.
They're only defending that rapist shithead because he'll pay them. Zeal even had the AUDACITY to say "Can't wait I see the docs in 5 years!!" LIKE OMFG STFU. You can't be serious, reading that document made me feel SICK. Ren was vulnerable and hurt. She was nonverbal and tired when it happened.
people who are like "Oh no!! M-My favorite Roblox game!!!" SHUT THE FUCK UP.
"I'm gonna still play and support them xp!" GO FUCK YOURSELF.
"Heh... I should've been there with Zeal😼" (real comment btw I saw) I AM GOING TO STRANGLE YOU.
You can always seperate the art from the artist, but in this situation, I can't look at Sebastian or Painter without getting SICK. I'm a former grooming victim, it's especially sad for me since I was manipulated sexually at the young age of 11 when it started. Finally ending when I had just turned 13. 2 years. Two. Fucking. Years. Of torment that I can never fully recover from. I was in the proship/darkship community and saw all of the rape disgusting scum that they had.
So I can clearly understand where she is coming from, she is a talented music composer and she deserves a better Roblox game/idk to make music for. It's amazing she decided to speak out, her courage is very amazing and I'm personally really proud of her for speaking out.
People need to realize that Zeal isn't just a rapist, but also a groomer. He groomed her, made her feel small and weak, and took advantage of her. Zeal knew what he was doing, that's why he tried downplaying it, making it seem normal or atleast mild. Yet he proved us even more that he's a liar, a scum.
Ren deserves all support, and all hugs from the Roblox community (one big group hug I guess, she's just the little guy in the center squirming bc she can't break free from the community's support🥹) Its sad to see games like Grace and Pressure going, but sometimes, the death of a game is necessary when the owner is a fucking SCUM OF THE EARTH.
Of course this isn't about Roblox entirely, Zeal only happened to be a Roblox game owner, in reality this should be seen as an overall internet situation, hell it shouldn't even be called a drama. It's a LITTERAL CRIME CASE.
It made me even more sick when I saw the images, the images she took of the bruises on her neck and how she tried covering them up with concealer but with no avail. It's heartbreaking, I know they're healed now but they will forever be a scar in her mind, those images and the whole documents burned into my mind like branding iron is what got me.
The fact this was before RDC, before a major Roblox event they were attending, the fact you watch the RDC happen knowing just the night before, a music composer was raped by Pressure's own owner. The description was even worse when she mentioned she was scared that he would get her pregnant when he tried doing it again. That's the most terrifying part, not knowing what's gonna happen to you is terrifying.
I just hope Ren finds a better job/enjoys her new job, nobody deserves to go through this, Zeal needs jail and punishment.
