#quitting pot

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This is how i feel

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Some things got done.

Finally sold that pesky xbox today. Now i can buy the plane ticket but first i need to get a little more money as unemployment cushion. I would love to be able to start in Seattle rather than Oly. I also sold a bunch of legos for $40. I'm so close to being able to leave. I've heard the job market can be rough there but that the restaurants are usually hiring most of the time. I threw my lighter to a place I can't get to. Then I flushed my pot down the toilet. I need it to get out of my system but that might take a while. :(

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I'm terrible

I have never felt so ashamed of myself as when I started to get high tonight. I actually felt terrible for doing it. I put it down after a single drag, but that was already more than enough for me because I forgot it's the really strong stuff. I've used the time since then to try and make myself feel better about myself but it doesn't seem to want to work. That was the big emotional thing for me today.

Yet another day passes where i still have the xbox. Hopefully the person interested in it now will actually buy it and come get it.