Nov 17, 2020
NO DRINKING DAY 1
I am so done. I am so sick of waking up with my body sore and my head throbbing and my thoughts shameful.
I do not need to drink when I get home to help me get out of the day. It only makes me more bitter and depressed and angry about things.
I only waste money on feeling shitty.
And I hook up with people I don’t want to.
If I’m going to kiss someone it should be fully my decision.
I hate the hallow look of my eyes in the mirror when I am hungover. The toothpaste stains freckling my dumb face.
Day 1. No drinking. Here we go.