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[galileoleo]

Paradise

fulfulling prompts Paradise and Old Era for @onepiece-bingo!

Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Roger/Rayleigh Characters: Gol D. Roger, Silvers Rayleigh Summary: Many people on this side of the Red Line called the Grand Line “Paradise.” And sure, compared to the nightmare that was the New World, it certainly could be considered something of the sort. But for Roger, it wasn’t. Not when he had his own paradise so close, at all times.

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he texted me after 4 days apart. it's been excruciating but i just know we're not the same anymore and i'm so tired of everything. i don't want to lose him and survive it, i would rather die.

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i need to keep it all inside but i also need to text him and cut myself. it's been a year since i cut myself, and 2 days since i texted him. which is more urgent?

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on the 2nd of july i'll be one year clean from self-harm in any form. i want to hit that milestone but only if we're talking then. if he doesn't care about me then, then i don't care. every day the hallucinations and cutting sensations get more and more surreal. i can't hold on much later. i need something to get me through whatever this is, and i don't know what it'll be if it's not cutting and blood and the smell of iron on my legs.

[blue-pabst]

i just need us to be normal again. three words and it's too much for me to cope with. just come back please

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i really fucked up this time

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i feel him slipping away. i don't think i can fix it this time. please just stay. please