#radah

[yenyenyen19]

Last two Radahn commissions (from last month) i'll ever do...

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[grusik]

BOAR1 / RAWSTYLZ instagram.com/boar1_/ instagram.com/rawstylz1/ by wiredforlego

[lovelypham]

My family is still staying in half of the church that wasn’t affected by the bombing because there is nowhere else to stay other than tents. They are limited to one small meal a day and one shower a week. They are sleeping on the floors, but no one can sleep since there is bombing everywhere around them. Even when there is no bombing, they can still hear the loud buzzing sound of the military planes above them, which would keep anyone who hears it awake. Along with everything, My grandma has diabetes and osteoporosis, so she can’t walk. She has to take her insulin medication along with many others; however, she has run out of many of her medications.” Am on my knees requesting for donation. Target $450

I don't really know if this is fake but please boost we're doing this to help people and gain good deeds don't forget that

[grusik]

TIZM instagram.com/4utzm/ by wiredforlego

[jaimekhaji]

rambling about petri & radah

petri and radah are like soooo unfortunately similar and it pisses the both of them off so bad. at their core they are both very scared and selfish people that are Desperate to feel safe and in control. and they wanted what they thought was best for their loved ones but ended up being the thing that harmed those loved ones anyway. and they fucking Hate each other because it’s self recognition through the other, and they also end up being each others only companion for like over a century trapped in petri’s castle.

specifically in petri’s case he hates radah because she’s a tiefling dwarf and he has human supremacy issues (<- literally not human himself but pretends to be) and thinks she needs to learn to be more humble (crazy thing for petri to think but he’s a hypocrite lol). he’s also jealous of her intelligence and power and thinks that she doesnt respect him which pisses him off.

for radah it’s her slow descent into paranoia and madness that she knows from watching it happen to petri & lanneus that it’s like. inescapable. but she’s in far too deep at this point having helped petri stage his coup and ascend to the throne, killing the kingdom’s actual heir, trapping amphorn in the bottle, etc. etc. that the concept of losing herself so completely, only being a husk to be puppeted around by something greater while the world burns around her, is actually really comforting. finally the hard parts will be over and she wont have to take accountability for her actions because there will be no one left to expect anything from her. and she hates petri for putting her in this situation but she’s So tired. and she misses santiago so bad.

and in the end radah cracks under the pressure (who can fucking blame her) and “willingly” gives up control of her life and bodily autonomy because she’s burnt out from the fear and pain that is every day life, so it’s easier to give into her greatest fear (being used) and just accept it was “inevitable”

while petri hits rock bottom over and over and never gives up, to the horror of everyone around him, and digs himself deeper into this pit of despair and hatred and drags as many people down with him as he can.

and MAN the thing Is. they both ADORE santiago like he was the glue holding this trio together and he straight up cant understand that because he views himself as so inherently unlovable and evil, he just assumes that all his friends are tolerating him and tries to soak up as much of their [he thinks] misplaced affection as he can before he sacrifices himself to bring his sister back

^ and that pisses both radah and petri off so bad and is one of the few things they can connect over still, wanting to bring santiago back to life so they can (maybe figuratively, maybe not) beat it into him that they care about him. everyone else wants petri at least to be as Far away from santiago as possible but no one thinks about if radah’s relationship with santiago is unhealthy too

[jaimekhaji]

the thing about radah and thodin is that they Are siblings and love the idea of each other very deeply but dont actually know each other. radah was abandoned when she and thodin were both very young so all thodin remembers clearly of her is how small she was, and all radah remembers about thodin is that he was very warm. they both know the other is alive and well (debatable) but theyre living such different lives at this point — thodin as high court wizard of corundum, radah ostensibly as petri’s right hand in kolar — that there is genuinely no common ground to be found.

and how do you reach out to someone you only remember the absence of ? neither feels comfortable bridging the gap between them but i do think their familiars are in contact. which is even sadder to me

[reisangelo]

Ele não gosta de coleira, fica estático...#radah (em Localizadoooo) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrBTzD1HMDJ1vv-lW_i9Y9d_Xo0sZcmiAEQRpM0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1blth5xkvjkoz

[reisangelo]

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