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[ohdearfoe]

Meeting you was fate, Becoming your friend was a choice, but Falling in love with you was beyond my control . ♥

[ohdearfoe]

My new perspective on love.

After having a conversation with a buddy of mine here in Africa, he explained love from his perspective. It was so different from the way I thought of it. My way of loving, is being able to offer everything that I have to the person I love with my guard up. It's not because I don't trust the person I love, but because I'm scared of all the possibilities of going through a heartbreak again. With that said, I learned from Rob Puckett that you should give it your all when you're in a relationship with someone you love. Don't be worried of getting your heart broken again. Quit having doubts and worrying about the "what if's". Love them with every ounce you have because you may regret it in the future when you ask yourself "What if I loved her more?", "What if I did this?" Screw all the negative thoughts that will fuck with your head and only make you worry more.  Love is an extraordinary thing, and you may never know if you're with the right person at all unless you give it your all to work things out. So that's what I'm doing, Loving my girlfriend and being completely faithful to her. Even from far away, I'll do my best to make her happy and keep her on her toes. I will give her every ounce of my love and show her how much she means to me. Especially knowing that anything can happen at any given moment, I'm not gonna waste a day of being able to give her all my tender love and care <3 

[ohdearfoe]

What I love so much about you

There's just too much things to mention. But I'll go with what I can name from the top of my head. Some nonstop typing to see where I'll leave off at by the end my thoughts. I love last night's conversation. Being able to freely let out how we feel, and just completely open up to each other. I can tell from the way we both looked, that we were nervous as fuck, and kind of quite ashamed to express how we felt. Knowing that your eyes were locked directly at mine while I mention how much of a difference it is being with you, I could feel the butterflies in my stomach. It kept tingling and my face was burning up. It felt as if you were someone I just recently met and it was my first time talking to you. Kinda awkward too. I'm not used to being completely open. I don't mean to tell you all these things to flatter you or anything. and I know that you weren't doing that either. It was really a great conversation. I've always wanted to know exactly what you thought about me before we even went out, and how you feel about me now. Hearing and reading you go on about the reasons why you love me made me so hyped up for work. Even though I didn't want to leave, I just knew that I'd have wonderful thoughts about you while I work once again. It never gets old, it never stops. What a coincidence huh? Giving each other the term "ex boyfriend" "ex girlfriend" when we were just friends? AND messing around with you even way before everything else saying how it's a waste that you'd be settling yourself for someone, when you could be with me :p Plus, knowing we had other options out there but fate brought us together. I mean, how awesome is that?! It's not a one day kind of deal to make a decision to love someone that will be out of your distance for a whole year or whom you'll only see probably 21 days of the year. Because of that, you've proven me, that you are worth it all. Worth the wait, worth the tears, worth fighting for, worth arguing with, and dealing with. I won't give up on you. I love you KoalaRae, to the moon and back. I'll see you soon then . In 6 minutes, I typed all of this out. without a single pause. ;)

[ohdearfoe]

hey you, I miss you..