#ragch:alexei

[alexeixxromanov]

Untouched || Alexei and Open

 Alexei had found herself out drinking a lot more than usual. Everything seemed to he swirling around in her mind as of late and the only thing really drowning out those misplaced thoughts was alcohol, and lots of it. She sat alone at the bar, knocking back shot after shot, sometimes taking a random shot with a customer at the bar as well. She ordered another few shots, sliding one over to the person by her side, “You up for a few rounds?” she offered with a welcoming and slightly drunken smile. 

[alexeixxromanov]

Hesexei Crackship Gifs prt.1 

I AM NOT OKAY!!!! 

REPEAT

NOT OKAY!!

[alexeixxromanov]

You push and you pull and you tell yourself no It's like when you lie down, the veins grow in slow You push and you pull But you'd never know I crept up in you and I Wouldn't let go There was no light and I swear I could see your raring fear I heard the plains moaning back I saw the thunder roll o'er black There was no light and I swear We sat still in our fear Make a ladder of what folds And climb up in me

[alexeixxromanov]

Lately I've been losing all my faith in humanity And to think I am a part of it's embarrassing I read the paper and I keep up with the news I can't recognize what we do as even human.

[alexeixxromanov]

Stockholm Syndrome

"or capture-bonding, is a psychological phenomenon in which hostages express empathy and sympathy and have positive feelings toward their captors, sometimes to the point of defending and identifying with the captors."

[alexeixxromanov]

Thick Skin ||  Alexei and Open

“Freak..” the auburn haired girl said close to Alexei’s ear as a group of girls she went had some classes with surrounded her outside the medical buildings on the college campus. Alexei let her jaw tense, but she stayed still, ignoring the comments from the group of girls around her, “The fact you don't try to deny it is disgusting...” one girl said over the girl’s shoulder who was closest to Alexei, “We know you work at that bar,  and these random bandages aren't fooling anyone who knows what is really going on.” The girl taunted watching as Alexei did nothing, “ I bet she likes fucking dead things...cause that’s all vampires are, just dead things...do you take pride in being a Fang banging whore..” Though the blonde ignored the onslaught of remarks and comments it was clear she was breaking down. That usually indifferent look in her eyes seemed to look more faltering than usual. She wasn't ignoring these girls because of her own stubborn will, she just had nothing better to say against them, which usually wasn't like her.

[alexeixxromanov]

Really tho, honestly i get bored of basic bitches she's the baddest, straight up viscious, texting her asking if she's alone and if she'd send some pictures she said no (what) well goddamn, she said come over and see it for yourself never asking for your help independent woman she aint for the shelf, no she's the one smoke with her till the weed is gone stand up untill we see the sun baddest ever, i swear she do it better than i've ever seen it done never fall, she aint ever long that when she told me she ain't ever ever ever going be on

[alexeixxromanov]

I got to know that your heart beats fast and I got to know I'm the only one for you What have I become? I'm a fucking monster When all I wanted was something beautiful