I love the rain...
and the late nights up by myself,
watching the dawn, collecting the glow.
Sleeping, when the world wakes up.
I like the shadows,
in the darkness, I more comfortably play.
Maybe my biological clock is on delay...
or maybe I just love the quiet, silent,
disappeared, after-hour, lonely movie.
I’m invisible, but free,
I’m dark and alive, but you can’t see.
Please don’t yell at me! I run away,
with my mind and I don’t know where I hide,
because I try so hard to feel okay,
in the moments that drag me down,
but when you break me,
I have to scream out loud!
Because I’m still disturbed by your rage, and pain,
and bitter disappointment.
I fall to the ground and shatter...
surrendering,
to everyone who has ever stole me...
~ a.j.m. ~












