#ramshack

[ramshackledtrickster]

A little late into the day but yay a birthday post!!

Thank you guys so much for the support and interest in my art, it means the world to me and I hope to keep providing art and working on this project for the upcoming year!

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[ramshackledbyritz]

You know what I don't get?

How people can feel so shitty to the point they gotta make others feel shitty. Why is it for them to do certain things or act a certain way but if you do it, it's completely wrong. Why do you have to feel bad about trying to be comfortable with someone. Why do you have to solely make the sacrifice? What if I want to be selfish? What if I want to be a good friend to the person you've deemed off limits? What the fuck makes you more special than I? Why do you make this some sort of sick power play? Do you not realize it hurts; that it's manipulative? Maybe you should pick yourself up and shine on your own so that regardless of who's next to you, you're still you. Why must we say or express everything that happens between us when no one knows what happens between you two? Am I asking for alot? Am I whining? Is it okay to have these feelings of anger over how you're acting? I don't fucking know anymore. How do I start to feel better? Where do I start? Do I put my foot down and become the bitch so that when you ask I can say you're not okay and you're the ultimate reason why this is happening? How do you do that? I'm drowning in an ocean of doubts and problems, I want to fix them, but somehow, some way you will still be upset. Fucking grow out of it. Deal with your fucking issues. I'm over it . I'm done. I'm done losing, I'm done forgiving, I'm done, being stepped on. I'm done being the friend that's there and that tries so hard for those who wouldn't try the same for me. Why do I have to go miles out of my way for people. Why give me that trait. The ridiculously nice and giving trait. The one that they take advantage of until you're nothing but a head rolling around the dirt. Ugh, I'm so mad. And all I get is a well you don't seem to mind his company. I FUCKING DON'T. HE'S MY FRIEND, I CARE. I DON'T THINK OF HIM AS AN OBJECT. I understand that if he's not here, you don't stress out. You're okay, but at the same time you're not. Because you'll never be that open with me either. Do I matter to someone like that? Can I honestly say I have a best friend? I'm not fucking sure. And that hurts. It hurts alot. And here I am, still awake, and wondering, what about me damn it. What about me?

[ramshackledtrickster]

Sorry for not being really active here much these days, I’ve just been super busy with this semester (lots of homework and longterm assignments and also completing my thesis film)

I hope I can post some fresher art soon though!

Just making this post to let you guys know :)) here’s a little pixel animation in the meantime

If you would like, feel free to check out and support me on patreon!

I have a lot of doodles and wips on there, and I’ve marked down my prices to hopefully make it more accessible.

Thank you!

[ramshackledtrickster]

holds you gently holds you gently holds you gently holds you gent

Critter approved :^)

[ramshackledtrickster]

I hope you have a fantastic blorbo filled day

Thank you!! I’m doing a presentation about Leonardo da Vinci later for my Italian Renaissance class so hopefully my fixation will turbo boost me through my nerves thank you pspsps

For part of the final I got to draw my sona in the style of Leonardo too teehee

I hope you have a great day too!

[ramshackledtrickster]

Hey! Are we going to see your original character as your profile pic?? The little trickster enby icon??

Hopefully!!

Im still happy with Leo as my pfp so I don’t feel guilt for any sort of “false advertisement” with my acc since I mostly post assassins creed art

But I do love my character and I wanna improve on their design! Both for the sake of simplification and world building for the universe Ramshack exists in

Older lil animated doodle of em without their hair/mane/filaments <:))

[ramshackledtrickster]

New Persona and signature alert!!! I might make the rest of the world for this character to inhabit but idk

Ramshack goes by they/them pronouns!

I haven’t changed my persona design in ,, around 4 or 5 years? And lots of things happened during that time, and especially around 2019 to now. I feel more comfortable shedding my old image and starting completely anew, and rediscovering and being honest with some aspects of myself I’ve masked or buried, and ultimately it translated into this design!

Thank you to everyone who helped me along with designing this character, and an even bigger thank you to those who have helped me personally and made me feel more at home with myself.

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