Sep 10, 2021
Happy birthday. I wish I could have been there.
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Happy birthday. I wish I could have been there.
I just found your "To my ex." playlist and I think it's fucked me up in multiple ways.
There is still not a day that goes by where I wouldn't do anything for you and be there for you. and I think that will last forever or always.
Sometimes when I'm not so sad when I think about you, I think about you and I can't help but smile when I think about memories with you.
There are days where I wake up and I have so much to talk about to you. And I'm faced with the same disappointment.
Some days I just want to tell you how good my grades are, how I've done good things, how I've overcome, but I'll never get to now. And that swamps me into a kind of sadness I've never felt before. I miss you.
Every time my tears dry up I start crying again. I don't know how to hide how upset I am anymore.
Laying here crying for the first time in a long time. The weight of it all is crushing.