Rant #3
I never even thought you’d ever be this way, but as they say, time really does change people. Surprisingly, you’re actually one of those people.
You know, you’re full of shit. You say things, you can back on things etc etc but do you really mean them? FUCK NO. You say things to get in my head, you use me, and then you push me down when you get “tired” of my shit. Tired? You don’t think I am? Shit, I think after today I’m just completely fed up with your bullshit. I even talk myself into how tired I am of crying for you, doing all I can for you, when in reality all you ever did was hurt me.
But you know what it’s whatever. For all the shit you’re throwing down on me, I was to be able to use that and make myself better again. To make myself whole and to make myself new.
It just really bother’s me that you don’t give and shit and you think you can do whatever the hell you want just to hurt me. It’s not like you’ll ever know. So thank you, I need it to make me stronger...
Until then.